A great journey in progress!

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Sage

I enjoy herbs. They can be used for many different purposes. Natural things that come from the earth give us balance and good health.
It is a family trait, my sister Vickie and I talk about it a lot. We both have a green thumb. I have always loved the smell of sage and the green color. There are many different varieties available. You don't have to just use it for stuffing. It is good on fish, salads, and even sage tea is good. I have been wanting to grow some of my own herbs.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Thursday Thirteen #7


Thirteen Things That Really Annoy Me YOUR NAME


1. Drivers who do not pay attention to what they are doing.
2. People who think they are the only ones who have problems.
3. Those spiders that show up and decide to drop on you, out of nowhere.
4. Having someone who does not respect your right to your opinion and then proceeds to scream and yell at you until you submit to them.
5. Gossipmongers.
6. People who use guilt manipulation to get you to do things for them.
7. People who don't say please and thank you.
8. When the computer suddenly decides to shut off.
9. Having someone talk through the entire movie.
10. Judgmental people.
11. Cruelty done to animals, people, and places.
12. This darn war in Iraq
13. Anything that president Bush or his clan says or does in general.

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Drivers Use Your Car For Something Other Than A Battering Ram

My friends brother got hit by a car today. Amber has been a friend of mine since we were both In 8th grade and her entire family is awesome. Gary was crossing the street, in a cross walk, and this car hit him. I don’t understand how people can drive so carelessly. I am a driver, I keep my eyes on the road and everything that is around me. You never know what is going to come before you, especially when you come to a cross walk and you are stopped at a light. Your vehicle is a dangerous weapon, it isn’t only used for transportation and hauling you and the kids around everywhere, it is also deadly and dangerous. I wish that people would have enough sense to be thoughtful and considerate and not be in a hurry to get to their destination, that they forget common curtsey of others around them. Get off the phone, stop putting makeup on in the mirror while driving, stop faxing, texting, and engaging in other things besides paying attention to what you are maneuvering around. There are others in this world besides you. I’m just frustrated by the lack of consideration. Please, I am asking everyone, be more aware of things around you, especially when you are driving. And remember the rule in all hand books, pedestrians have the right of way.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Movie Marathon

I borrowed some movies from my friend Monte and so the last three nights, I’ve been having a movie marathon. The first movie I watched, “Cruel Intentions” starring Sarah Michelle Gellar, Reese Witherspoon, and Ryan Phillippe. Monte recommended this movie. I see why he liked it. It is intriguing, it is a different type of love story, and though the end was sad, it was well worth the watch.
“Final Destination” starring Devon Sawa and Ali Larter is a thriller. The whole movie was a jaw dropping, make you think, and makes you question so many things about your own mortality.
“Final Destination 2” is just as good as the first one.
“The Dark Crystal” a Jim Henson production, the creator of the Muppets brought back some memories for me tonight. It is simple, but it has a lot of heart and soul in it.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Desirada

I have always liked the Desirada, I first encountered it reading Simple Abundance that my big sister Joy gave to me.


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Thursday Thirteen #6


Thirteen Things I Enjoy


1…. Being able to paint my toe nails pink
2. Taking long, hot baths with bubbles.
3. Getting my hair done.
4. Wearing skirts.
5. Reading novels
6. Listening to music.
7. Iming with friends and family.
8. Yes, doing those darn surveys'
9. Writing on my blog and journal.
10. Gardening, which includes taking care of my houseplants.
11. Photography.
12. The beach, actually anyplace that is near water.
13. Watching old movies, I love Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, Meryl Streep, Denziel Washington, and George Clooney.
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Fantasy Island

You're on a plane with 20 people...5 of your best friends are on the plane...who are they?
1) Amber
2) Russ
3) Monte
4) Christina
5) Vickie


Horribly...the plane crashes on a small island and you have no clue where you are...you look on the plane to see if anyone survived and your 5 five friends survived! sadly...none of the other passengers or the pilot made it. you manage to pull out 5 of your items...everything else is ruined...what did you get?
1) cell phone
2) Camera.
3) knife
4) Lighter.
5) food


You manage to build 2 little huts...who would go in one hut and who would go in the other ((3 in one, 3 in the other))
1st hut
1) Monte
2) Me
3) Vickie

2nd hut
1) Russ
2) Amber
3) Christina


While exploring after getting a somewhat good sleep, what animals do you see?
1) Tiger
2) Moose.
3) Rabbit
4) Pig
5) Fish.


On the island...who would be:
the boss? It would be all the girls working together.
the one who gets the food? All of us.
the one who is afraid they'll die and never get to go home? Monte
the one who builds the huts? Amber, Vickie, and I
the one who just relaxes the whole time? Russ and Monte
the one who thinks of ways to get home? All of us

You see a plane coming in the distance...how do you try to get their attention? Scream, light a fire, write sos in the sand.

ahhh that sucks...the plane didn't see you at all...oh wait! you see a different plane...what do you do ((has to be a different strategy))? Scream, get a mirror and reflect from the sun.

sadly...you miss it again....OMG...there is a very hungry animal behind you....which one of your friends would be the first one to help get rid of it so it doesn't hurt you? Vickie

Awww thats nice of him/her...so what do you eat on this small island? Fish, bunnies, and fruit.

You see a cruise in the distance and it's coming toward the island...what are you feeling? Excited.

You watch as the cruise goes to the other side of the island...after taking a minute to wonder..you follow it... as the day is going on you see a lot of lights in the distance...as you run toward them you see a building...you find that this is a hotel and that the island you are on is a tourist attraction...after being there a week and almost starving...what are you feeling? dumb

so you go home on the cruise and everyone thinks you guys are so funny because shelter was so close to you...who is the first person you want to see when you get home? why? My family

when you get home what is the first thing you wanna do? Eat, drink and be merry.

April Is For Autism

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This month is autism awareness month. The reason I am bringing this up, is because my dear, sweet friend Amber. Her little boy Cullen has autism, I am not positive what form. He isn’t as bad as some, but it still affects him and her family. There are many different names for autism, but they are all linked. There is Asperger Syndrome, PDD NOS, Autism, Rett Syndrome, and Childhood Disintrigrative Disorder, Cullen has one of them. He is getting the help he needs, and he is still a bright loving boy, despite his disability. Just because he has a disability, doesn't mean he doesn't deserve the same care and respect that so many other children need. There is a medical news site that provides some good information. There is also a myspace page called autimoms where you can also get a ton of information. We all need to be aware, compassionate, patient, and loving towards everyone with a disability, that they cannot help but to have. It doesn't mean they are dumb, incapable, or any of the phobias that people who have never dealt with people with disabilities or who don't suffer from one do not understand. Families who have children deserve our patient, love, understanding, and compassion, and not to be chastise, condemned, or ridicule because of it. If anything, I'd wish for more understanding and empathy for everyone involved. They are capable of many things and they also don't need to be put aside or pushed away either. Maybe, because I have seen many of my family members, though they do not suffer from autism, they do have blindness, and other disabilities that they were born and can't help to have. They are strong independent women and men. My mom has RP, and she has been in advocacy for many years. She didn't let it cripple her or stop her from living a life that she wanted and deserved to have. She still gardens, walks, cooks, cleans, and though her age is more of a problem, than her eyesight, she is still strong, independent and fighting for independence for others who are disabled. I greatly admire her for that. Maybe, that is why I feel strongly for others who are dealing with loss, but who have found the strength, wisdom, and courage to move on and do what they must to be who they truly are inside. Isn't that after all, what really matters?

Yes, I Admit, I Love Movies

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Copy this list mail, go to your own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the movies you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun!

(1 ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(2 ) Grease
(3 ) Pirates of the Caribbean
( 4) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( 5) Neverending Story
( 6) Blazing Saddles
( 7) Airplane
Total:7

(1 ) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan
(2 ) Napoleon Dynamite
(3 ) Labyrinth
(4 ) Saw
(5 ) Saw II
(6 ) White Noise
( 7) White Oleander
() Anger Management
()50 First Dates
(8 ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 15

(1 ) Scream
(2 ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(3 ) Scary Movie
(4 ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
() American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 19

(1 ) Harry Potter 1
( 2) Harry Potter 2
( 3) Harry Potter 3
( 4) Harry Potter 4
() Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(5 ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(6 ) The Village
( 7) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 26

(1 ) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(2 ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
(3 ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
(4 ) Butterfly Effect
( 5) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 31

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(1 ) Lemony Snickt: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( 2) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(3) Meet The Parents
(4 ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(5 ) KING KONG
Total so far: 36

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(1 ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
(2 ) Halloween
(3 ) The Ring
() The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(4 ) Flubber
Total so far: 40

() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( 1)Chicago
()Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(2 ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 42

(1 ) The Day After Tomorrow
(2 ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( 3) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(4) Gothika
(5 ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( 6) Sixteen Candles
( 7) Remember the Titans
( 8) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(9 ) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 51

(1 ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
( 2) Ocean's Eleven
(3 ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
(4 ) Predator I
( 5) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(6) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 57

( 1) Independence Day
(2 ) Cujo
(3 ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
(4 ) Christine
(5 ) ET
( 6) Children of the Corn
(7 ) My Bosses Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
(8 ) War of the Worlds
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 65

( ) Best Bet
( 1) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( 2) She's All That
(3 ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
( 4) Wizard of Oz
( 5) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(6) The Terminator
(7) The Terminator 2
(8 ) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 73

(1 ) X-Men
(2 ) X2
(3 ) X-3
(4 ) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
(5 ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(6) The Little Mermaid
(7 ) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(8) Shrek
(9 ) Shrek 2
Total so far: 82

(1 ) Swimfan
( 2) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(3 ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( 4) Ice Castles
() Boogeyman
() The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 86

(1 ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( 2) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( 3) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(4 ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(5 ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(6 ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 92

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
(1 ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(2 ) Elf
(3 ) Highlander
( 4) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 96

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(1 ) Monsters Inc.
(2 ) Titanic
(3 ) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 99

( 1) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
(2 ) Hulk
(3 ) Dawn Of the Dead
( 4) Hook
(5) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( )Waterworld
Total so far: 104

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 104

( 1) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(2 ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( 3) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(4 ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( 5) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( 6) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( 7) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( 8) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 112

(1 ) The Matrix
(2 ) The Matrix Reloaded
(3 ) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
(4 ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
(5 ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
total: 117

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Um

MOUTHOLOGY

Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A: Blue Cheese

Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A: Carl Jr's.

Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A: Olive Garden or Alexis

Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A: The usual 15 percent.

Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of?
A: cheese

Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A: cheese, mushrooms

Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A: butter and honey

Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
A: mint


TECHNOLOGY

Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A: a few

Q. Number of contacts in your email address book?
A: a few

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: it is a highpriestess drawing that I found from my favorite artist.

Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A: 1

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A: right

Q. Do you like your smile?
A: yes, I have a nice smile.

Q. What's your best feature?
A: my eyes.

Q. Have you ever had any piercings poked into your body?
A: Just my ears

Q. Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
A: I have no idea, I never paid that much attention.

Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A: a few years ago.

Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
A: I have no idea.

Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A: yes

BULL[SHIT]OLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A: No, why, so I can be worried about it, no thank, just let me live my life.

Q. Is love real?
A: It can be.

Q. If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
A: I like my name.

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A: reds and pinks

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A: yes

Q. Have you ever saved someone's life?
A: no

Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A: yes, when I was six the lifeguard at the YMCA, he gave me mouth to mouth.

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you walk naked for a half mile down a public street for $100,000?
A: no

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A: no

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A: no

Q. If GoofyAuctions.com offered you $1,000 would you get your nipples pierced?
A: no

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A: maybe

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A: Why not

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A: no

Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
A: yes

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: nothing

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: I like it.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: carpet

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: I stand to shower and sit when I take a bath.

Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: no

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: 3

Q: Where were you born?
A: Longview

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A: It's been awhile.

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: I figured it out, I want to be a nutristonist and herbilist.

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A: Amber

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
A: Monte when he called tonight.

Q: Last person you called?
A: Christina

Q: Person you hugged?
A: Nichole

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A: Don't have one.

Q: Color?
A: reds, greens, and pinks


Q: Season?
A: fall and spring

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Mood?
A: optomistic

Q: Listening to?
A: American idol

Q: Watching?
A: Amberican idol

Q: Worrying about?
A: a few things.


RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: bathroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: shopping

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Manchurian Canidate.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: i try to

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I can be

Q: Now that the survey's done what are you going to do?
A: I haven't decided yet.

Dying To Be Dark

I decided today to dye my hair, a mocha ash brown was my palette of choice. While shopping at the store with my sister in law and the family, while they were looking at automotive parts, I was in the hygiene area picking up some things. I passed the hair products, um, I need a change, so I went for color. Three years ago, an ex-friend of mine dyed my hair this funky red, that just looked absolutely horrible on me, so I went for the dark brown. That red still had not completely gone out of my hair, almost three years later. I love it, it put me back to where I was younger and carefree about life and I had many possibilties, not that I don't now. It was a challenge, since putting the hair color on is a chore in itself, and figuring out how long to leave it in and what is next, but I am enjoying my new look and the way I am feeling about me. Now I feel more confident in making the other necessary changes in my life now. I have not bitten my nails in a month, which was a hardship to beat, but hey, I did it. Now, I have nails. Things are a changing and I like it.

My Obsessions

I was tagged by my sister Joy to participate in this.
1.Music, all different genre's.

2. the TV show heros'.


3. nutrition, herbs, and plants



4. Learning about new things.

5. History.




~~***~~

Tag 5
1. Amber
2. Mandy
3. Angela
4. Carissa
5. Amber S.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Childhood Survey

Childhood survey:


List the things you have.

[x] A mom
[x] A dad
[] Stepmom
[ ]Stepdad
[ ] A younger brother
[ ] A younger sister
[1 ] An older brother
[3] An older sister
[] Grandfather
[] Grandmother
[x] Cousins
[ ] Half-brother
[] Half-sister
[] Stepbrother
[] Stepsister
[ 3] Brother-in-law
[x ] Sister-in-law
[2 ] Niece
[4]Nephew


1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or 90s?
70's and 80's

2. Where were you born?
Longview, WA

3. Where did you grow up?
Longview and Milwaukee oregon

4. Did you enjoy your childhood?
not really.

5. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
A photographer and a counsellor.

6. What do you want to be now?
just me

7. Name the first memorable vacation you took as a kid?
going to the beach for the first time when I was 13

8. What was your first best friend's name?
Shauna Hart

9. Are they still your friend?
no

10. Can you name all the schools you ever attended?
only a couple, I moved a lot when I was little. R.A. Long, Monticello, Battin Elementary.

11. Were you closer to your mom or dad as a kid?
neither

12. What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying?
Wilson Phillips

13. How old is a good age to have kids?
25 or so.

14. Are you scared of anything?
Of course

15. What was your favorite class in elementary school?
English and History

16. Did you buy school lunch or bring your own?
brought

17. Broken any bones or had any freaky accidents as a kid?
No

18. Were you a mean kid?
No, I was reserved.

19. Favorite board game of all time?
Scrabble and Monopoly.

20. Did you play house or pretend to be a super hero?
Yes, both.

21. Seriously, are you still just a kid at heart?
Yes, I am and damn proud of it.

Now repost with the name "Childhood Survey", and see what your friends answers are to these same questions

April Fool's Day Survey

1. Where was your last kiss?
two weeks ago on the cheek from my mom.

2. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Amber, Monte, my sisters Joy and Vickie.

3. Three words to explain why you last threw up?
ate too much.

4. Have you ever burned yourself?
not on purpose

5. What's crazy to you?
I can't think of anything.

6. Favorite cuss word:
f***

7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
I could really care.

8. Who is your hero?
Vickie, my big sister.

9. Would you ever want to be a model?
no

11. Do you tell white lies?
maybe

12. When is your next party/party your going to?
I am hoping my birthday, next month sometime.

13. Who do you want to be with right now?
I'd like to have a few people over, some girlfriends, Amber, Christina, Vickie, Joy, Kris, and Carri.

15. How do you handle a break up?
no one handles it well.

16. Your motivation for tomorrow?
I need to get some more boxes to pack and I have to make a list of things to do. And I have to get ready for Tuesday.

17. Last person to hurt you?
Myself.

18. Last person to make you laugh?
Christina...

19. Last thing you ate?
an apple and a grapefruit.

20. Do u ever go a few days without changing your underwear?
no

21. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect?
probably

22. Do daddy long legs freak you out?
no

23. Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
yes, and other things too.

24. Have you ever dropped food on the floor and eaten it?
Yes, my mom just mopped the kitchen floor and she made this batch of Taco meat for taco salad and she lifted the pan to drain the fat from the meat and it all went on the floor, we still ate it that night. LOL

25. Do you kiss your pets on the mouth?
: ))

27. What serial killer do you find most disturbing?
all of them.

28. Do you ever talk to the TV?
yes I do

29. Would you ever work in a retirement home?
I have, and you meet some interesting people there.

30. Do you believe plants have feelings?
Sure, they are living, aren't they? I love all my house plants and I talk to them while watering and feeding them.

31. Do you laugh at people with "bowl" haircuts?
No

32. Do you have nervous twitches?
no

33. Are you ever purposely irritating?
I can be.

34. If you could fly, where would you go first?
Alabama to pick up Vickie and then we'd head to Italy.

36. Love or lust?
LOVE

37. One best friend or 10 aquaintances?
ONE BEST FRIEND

38. Favorite food?
anything made with cheese

39. Do you believe that your first love never dies?
I don't know.

40. What upcoming event are you waiting and ready for?
court.

41. Current smell?
nothing.

42. Do you get your nails done?
I haven't yet, I'm hoping to soon. I haven't bitten my nails in a month.

43. Most favorite people?
My family, Amber, Christina, and Monte.

44. Last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
It has been so long since I've eater there.

45. Are you an emotional person?:
yes

46. Do you like your name?
I guess so

47. What color underwear are you wearing?
black

48. Do you have plans this weekend?
no

49. Do you work?
yes

50. Do you dance naked in your room at night?
no

51. Why did your last relationship end?
he passed away.

52. What are you listening to right now?
the tv

53. Biggest fear?
snakes, being abandoned.

55. How long have you been a part of myspace?
a year or more.

56. Favorite place to be?
the beach or near water.

59. Does anyone hate you?
probably

60. How many people do you trust fully?
not many, my sister Vickie and Joy.

My Psyche

I was surprise how accurate this was.





Your Psyche is Blue



You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you.

By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go.

While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.



When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you



When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Decisions

Decisions have been hard for me to decide on for a long time. Watching Oprah with Sidney Poiter and listening to him talk, has given me some divine wisdom that I have been needing. His book, which I cannot wait to buy and read “The Measure Of A Man”, his spiritual biography, knowing who you are and standing up for you. Takes great courage and discipline that I wish could contain. I’m getting there, slowly and surely, I am getting there. I have been putting off making plans, increasing my future, believing in me, and using the negative doubts that bombard me continually as excuses to stay stagnate in what I am perceiving a hopeless situation. Is it that hopeless, really? Truthfully, taking action, improving yourself, doing the work that is necessary to achieve what I want to achieve is my ultimate goal. It is in the details, that I can find my true happiness and calling in this life of mine. I’ve been feeling hopeless for a long time, but is my situation that hopeless. I do have family and friends that want me to be myself. So, while chatting with my sister Joy, watching Oprah with Mr. Poiter, and then seeing my friends working towards their life strategies. I decided that I must do the same for me. I can’t sit here in the dark mess that I have been in anymore. I am busting myself out. There are things I want, and frankly, I deserve them. After all, I have done what I could and know for long enough. The old has to die and it has be killed off today.

1. I want to lose the 121 pound that I have left. I already lost 115 in 3 years, so I can lose the rest and keep it off.

2. I want to get back into reading and exploring authors. And having a well rounded library of my own.

3. I want to develop my music tastes and discover new musicians and artists. I want a good media collection of my own.

4. I want to go to art museums and discover what it is I can do that is artistic.

5. I want to cultivate the relationships I already have and make new ones.

6. I want to have my own patio garden or ground of my own.

7. I want an expansive wardrobe collection and discover the fabulous woman that I am.

8. I want to have a comfortable, inviting home for myself and guests.

9. I want no clutter or junk that I am using around me at all.

10. I want to go back to school, get my general AA and get a great paying job or start my own business of some sort.

11. I want to get my digital camera back and go on road trips and take fabulous pictures.

12. I want to develop my spiritual side of myself.
13. I want to have balance in my mind, body, and spirit. Taking care of all my needs.

14. I want to spend time with family and friends.

15. I want to have my own movie collection.

16. I want to have financial security and responsibility.

Well, that is about it. Come to think of it, some of it I am already on the road to doing.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Thursday Thirteen #6


Thirteen Things about my favorite TV shows


1…. Oprah
2. Days Of Our Lives
3. The Medium
4. Crossing Jordan
5. Deal Or No Deal
6. One VS 100
7. Hero's
8. Criminal Intent
9. CSI
10. Postcards From Buster
11. Mash
12. Identity
13. Numbers
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What I Am Thankful For

My sister Vickie who is a strong woman, who is smart and fighter, like me. Who gives me good advice and someone I can talk to about things.

My mom who took me in when she didn’t have to and raised me as one of her children.

My sister Joy who I enjoy talking to about reading, writing, and goals that we both have in common.

My sister Carri who is a good mother to her son and who offers support when she can.

My brother Rob and his entire family for being there when I call or need them.

For Rick and Jessica who have been there, and who I’d like to have a better relationship with.

For Amber who is my oldest friend, who we’ve had the best laughs, the best traveling buddy, who keeps me inspired to be more creative, and believes I am, despite me not thinking so.

For Christina who is blunt like me, who gives me inspiration in the field that I want to be in and gives the best advice.

For Monte who keeps me laughing despite everything and who teaches me things about myself during the dark times.

For my apartment, though it is becoming run down with the new managers, it is still a good apartment.

For the pretty flowers and trees that I can see from my balcony and that I have planted myself.

For the freedoms I do have, being free from oppression of any sort, through religion, government, or even myself oppression.

For having my own mind, to think, believe, or learn whatever it is I want to.

For my computer, that keeps me informed, and in touch with loved ones.

For music, with the different types that are out there, different bands, lyrics, and insights.

For the books and authors that are out there, who express themselves eloquently with words and I can see the different perspectives that are out there.

For the freedom that I have now and didn’t realize that I had.

For being able to be my own manager of my own life and not have anyone to take from me, unless I let them.

I"m A Realist




You Are a Realist



You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.

You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...

But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.

You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Southland

Southland a book written by Nina Revoyr is a mystery book that spans many generations. Jackie Ishida a law student goes to her aunts house after her grandfather passes away and discovers her grandfather for the first time. She finds out why he kept $38,000 dollars in the closet and an old will that leaves that money to Curtis. She soon discovers that Curtis and two other boys were murdered in her grandfathers store, which explains why her grandfather sold the store and moved their family. This book takes you on a journey through 1965 during the riots in LA and then in 1994 where Jackie is discovering her heritage, herself, and her family. I recommend this book to anyone who loves history and mystery.