A great journey in progress!

Monday, August 29, 2005

Working On A Coal Mine

A coal furnace in Tennesse, imagine that.

Land Between The Lakes

A beauiful deer at the land between the lakes in Tennessee. There are buffalo there and shortly i'll post a picture of them.


The Navajo plaza in Arizonia. There are a lot of indian reservations in Arizonia and new Mexico, both very beautiful states, my opinion.

Sun Records

Sun Records where Elvis, Johnny Cash, Jerry Lee Lewis, Carl Perkins, and lots of other stars got started.

Beale Street

Beale street in memphis Tennessee, it was so cool to be where Rock N Roll and the Blues started.

Grand Canyon

Grand Canyon, isn't she lovely!!!!!!!!!

I'm Back

Well I am back from my vacation, I also figured out how to add pics onto my blog, it took some help from my dear friend Amber, but i did it. The two weeks on the road, going through Oregon, California, Arizonia, New Mexico, Oaklahoma, Arkansas, and Tennessee our destination was awesome and cool. I have never traveled so many miles in my entire life. I enjoyed the sites, the smells, the interesting people that you look at while on the road and the great time I had with my friend Amber (my traveling partner) singing at the top of our lungs country and rock songs. We played the heck out of her Heart greatest hits cd and we played the heck out of my Leanne Womack greatest hits cd. When we were young girls we planned on doing something like this, it took us a long time to actually do this. There were some obsticles along the way, but I made it through it without a hitch. I have a lot of things do go through now and I feel a little more rested. My friend, whom I have written about in previous posts and I have had another upset and then we made up again. It is a difficult thing for me, because I have so much idle time that I forget that others have lives of their own. I haven't seen him in 2 months and hopefully when and if he comes on Sunday it will be different and we can rekindle our broken down friendship. I have a lot of growth to do in my life right now, stuff that I have been putting off for a long, long time. It is all emerging on me now and it feels like it is consuming my whole being. That is why I made a hard decision today, i decided to seek counseling, which is a big deal to me. I have to express how I feel to a stranger and decide to make the changes that I need to.

Friday, August 19, 2005

The Journey Of The Unknown

Sunday night of August 14th my friend Amber and I took off on a road trip to the great unknown, the USA. She has taken the path that we went on before, so she knew how to get to where we were going, Tennessee. We are there on, it was an adventure that I will never forget. I am here in Tennessee at a Motel 6, writing this blog. I am road weary, tired, and exhausted, but I still have some peace and awe what I have just experienced the last few days. I have journeyed through Oregon, California, Arizonia, New Mexico, Oaklahoma, Texas, Arkansas, and Tennessee. We have made several stops and took some awesome photos, even while driving, imagine that. My black honda has a sunroof, so while one of us was driving, the other was sticking her hand out of the sunroof snapping pictures on our digital cameras. Surprisingly the pictures have turned out, LOL.
While driving through the Mojave dessert on our way to Arizonia, I saw the most beautiful sunrise that I have ever experienced in my 31 years of life. It was beautiful, it looked like someone was out there with a paint brush painting the sky with pinks, purples, blues, and reds. It was awe inspiring and peaceful out there. The dessert made the sunrise even more spartacular. While driving I felt at peace, I felt alive. I have never taken a trip like this before. It was out of my comfort box, out of my normal day to day living. Yes, I have taken vacations, but this was way different I was an adult, I was free to stop anywhere I pleased, I could actually enjoy the vacation and not be in a hurry . It was great.
We made it to Arizonia, and we stopped in Havosac and saw the London bridge. This guy in 1962 bought the orginal london bridge that the tower bridge in london replaced. He numbered the bricks and pieces of the bridge and put it back to together over this lake in Havosac. Amber and I had a heck of a time finding it, but we did. It is being used today. It was as my mind pictured it, it was a cobble stone bridge, but it wasn't as big as I pictured it. I wonder if our imaginations make things better than they actually are? It was great seeing it though. Our next stop was the Grand Canyon. That was a big dream of mine since I was a child, it was coming true. It was a big thrill to me, even though I was tired, hadn't slept for a few days, I wanted to see it. We made it there, paid our 20 dollars and took some awesome pictures of that too. The grand canyon was so amazing, it took my breath away. The view, WOW, was sooooo cool. Amber and I both screamed in excitment when we saw the window trying to find a parking spot the view the canyon gave us that day. The clouds in the sky made it even more beautiful to me. Walking on the edge of the canyon was exhilarating and the view down below was so cool. It is the biggest ditch in America. LOL. My brother in law Bobby said to me on the phone the other day. We stayed in a hotel in Williams and slept and then took off again heading for our destination. New Mexico, we drove by it at night, so I didn't get to see it, on the way back I am hoping to see it in the light of day. Texas' panhandle wasn't so great to me. Nothing but dry dessert with oil fields, or a big cross that looked ridiculous out there in the dessert. It was church sign of some sort. We drove through Oaklahoma and that was cool. I saw some world war 2 air craft there and I saw some cool windmills, but that was about it. Arkansas was ok too. It was, a lot of trees and stuff to look at. I'll wirte more later.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

True Colors

I have been doing alot of thinking the last few days, especially after getting the news about my dads upcoming surgery, which is tomorrow morning at 8am sharp. I have a belief that each person in our lives has a purpose, they don't just come into your life for no reason at all. I have many people in my life and each one of them has a purpose, has value, has significance in my life. Some of these people have been there for a real long time and some have just shown up. Seeing each person for who they are and accepting them as themselves is a challenge in itself. I have a hard time doing it, but how can I expect them to accept me, if I don't accept them? Obessing about someone being different isn't a good idea too. I figured out what my problem has been with some of my latest friendship, i've been obessing about them and whether or not they like me. That is ridiculous for me to think about, why else would they keep talking to me, or coming around if they didn't care about me at all. I have done a lot of growth these last few weeks, especially now. Appreciation for the things that I have, my family, my friends, my health, my home, and mostly for who I am. I have been struggling to find out who I am, what I am all about. It has been a difficult road that has been paved with many obticles in my life. I have a negative attitude, my good friend Amber, has told me to think postitivly about things. It is a difficult thing for me to do. Choices are everywhere, when you least expect it you have to make a choice, some are harder than others. Right now, I am preparing for my dads surgery, I am preparing for my upcoming vacation with my friend to Tennessee. I have never been on a road tirp before, especially one that is that long. I am looking forward to it, I love traveling and having new adventures. I have had several in the last few days and I am hoping my whole life will provide me with different adventures.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Rain Forrest

I had an awesome trip to the Olympic Rain Forrest here in Washington State. It was so beautiful, you can't even imagine what is like until you have been in the midst of it. The moss growing off the trees, the waterfalls flowing down the stream, and the smell in the air. The moss drapping off the trees, becoming a part of the tree was an awesome sight to see. The waterfalls, going down into the crystal blue water, hearing the sound of the water hitting onto the stream that was down below, was an inspiring experience for me. I felt so at peace there. The air was so clean, so pure, nothing like the city air here in Vancouver Washington. I learned a lot of interesting facts going to the Olympic National forrest near Aberdeen Washington, first that Washington state has the only rain forrest in the USA. It is sad that we are not protecting it, that we are not appreciating it's magnificiant beauty, it's purpose, and it's creation.

Friday, August 05, 2005

MT. St. Helens

I just had the greatest adventure in my life. I thought today was going to be a horrible day, especially after last night. I will tell you about it after my wonderful experience. Mt. St. Helens is a beautiful volcano that is in Washington state. When I was 6 years old it erupted and today my friend Amber and I took a helicopter ride to it. We were 1 mile away from its rim, I got some great shots from my digital camera. I have never been in a helicopted before, I was nervous. Seeing the mountain up close was a experience that I will never forget. I have never been close to this mountain in my life, it was bigger than I had ever imagined it to be. The dome that is forming now, was so big, (a team of scientists were flying in another helicopter next to us to the dome to drop a wire instrument to measure with, so we got to see how big the dome was compared to something else.) I cannot fully describe what it was like for me and for my friend.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

In Light Of Truth

As time passes on, I am feeling more confident, more relaxed, and more settled in who I am becoming. This new experience has drained me, I am bouncing back. I have to quit thinking that I can't, when I am capable. I'm not dead yet. This weekend spending time with my family in Bend Oregon for the weekend was an experience. My dads health and his realization what is really important in life, was an eye opening event for me. He has inspiration, he has some hope, despite his circumstances. He is going on, accepting that he can't change what can't be changed, and changing what is in his power to chance. We all have power and authority in our own life. That is something I am discovering for myself, that I have a voice, have the power, and the authority to do what I need to do. I don't need to subcome to what others want, think, or demand that is right for me. I have to stand on my own two feet, I am getting this lesson that I must learn right now. It has been a difficult lesson for me, but I am learning it. I am actually happy about learning it.