Have you ever punched a wall?
Nope
What is something you wanna say to the person who posted this before you?
You are a good momma
Do you have a landscaped yard?
My apartment does, though lately, it has gone down hill.
Do you meditate?
Yes, I try to.
Do you always have to be right?
Nope, I am wrong often.
Are you ticklish?
yep
When was the last time you drank alochol?
Last night, Monte gave me an apple beer, it was good. I only had one.
Who did you hangout with yesterday?
I saw Monte for a couple of hours.
Have you danced by the light of the moon?
Yep
Do you think of 50 as old?
Nope, considering that my brother and two sisters are close to 50 and they don't seem old to me. And 50 isn't that far ahead for me.
Do you like almonds or cashews the best?
Cashews.
What does your last text message say?
You are awesome, Mcwalker do.
Have you gone on many blind dates?
nope.
Do you tend to go with the flow, or wade upstream all by yourself?
both, depending on the situation.
When a stranger drops something, do you attempt to pick it up?
I try to
Has someone done something extra nice for you today?
Yep, my sister talking to me about my upcoming move, and some plans that I need to make for my future.
Are you a private person?
Oh yes, I get accused of hiding my true emotions and thoughts often.
Name one thing you would never eat.
slugs, ants, hominy.
Did you have a crush on any of your teachers?
Ys, I did, mr bloom the science teacher.
Do you have any friends you're embarassed to be seen with?
no, but I have a couple who have been of me, because of the way I dressed at that time.
Do you get excited easily?
Yep
Do you think Winnie the Pooh is a stupid name?
no
Do you allow animals on your furniture?
yes
What do you need right now?
chocolate, an oprah magazine, hot bath, a hug, and cheaper rent.
Would you rather have mint or fruit flavored gum?
mint
Do you use petroleum jelly?
no
Do you have road rage?
no
Who is more passive, your mother or father?
none of them, they both have their moments, depending ont he subject.
Do you think PDA's are acceptable?
not really
Do you ever feel brain dead?
yep
Have you ever eaten grass?
not on purpose
When you hear the song "Puff the Magic Dragon" what do you think of?
The old movie from the 50's and 60's where that song came from.
Do you ever eat food right out of cans and jars instead of using plates or bowls?
guilty
Are you desperate for attention?
I can be.
Do you like someone right now?
I lke lots of people
What are your plans for tonight?
computer time, hot bath, music, booking reading, list making, and check out my other blog.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Worry
Your Worry Factor is 33% |
 You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard. You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them. So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax. You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start. |
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Inner Gardening
Diane Dreher takes a look at cultivating your soul, along with the dirt in her book “Inner Gardening”. She intermingles the different seasons, along side the seasons of our lives with thought provoking candor and deeply thought out questions for you. It gives you a challenge to analyze yourself along with the dirt you are sinking your hands into. I don’t have a plot of my own to put my garden tools into and produce my dream garden, I can still appreciate her passion, she exclaims with joy over her found treasures in her garden. She talks about her trials, tribulations, and appreciation for everything living in her garden, even the slugs she despises. She inspired me to make my own patio garden, the one I have been mulling and dreaming about since I moved here to Vancouver over a year ago. I got my list of plants that I want to plant, and I have it laid out in my mind what I want it to look like. I am finding the sacred in what I do have and what I can do with what I have. Dreher pushes through her resistance with grace, dignity, and honesty and that is the motto of her book. Even if you don’t like getting your hands dirty in soil or care about how things grow and in what season, you will surely learn about your own growth with this book.
Quotes For Today
These are some of the quotes that I have encountered in my reading and I have found some keen knowledge in them. They speak to me.
“There are no rules here. We’re just trying to accomplish something” Thomas Edison
“Truth is often uncomfortable. It is only comforting to those who do not wish to ignore it. Then, truth becomes not only comforting, but inspiring.” Neale David Walsch
“The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off” Werner Erhard
“You must speak straight so that your words go as sunlight into our hearts.” Cochise, Chiricahua Chief
“Most of us are so busy running around creating the soap opera and drama we call our lives that we don’t hear anything.” Louise Hay
“Knowledge speaks but wisdom listens” Jimi Hendrix
“If you are going through hell, keep going” Winston Churchill
“If you don’t have must going wrong in your life, then you don’t have much going on in your life” Larry Winget
“Knowledge is not power. It is the implementation of knowledge that is power.” Larry Winget
“All great truth begins as blasphemy.” George Bernard Shaw
“”In order to make positives about your life, you first have to get negative about your life.” Larry Winget
“Stress comes from knowing what is right and doing what is wrong.” Larry Winget
“There are no rules here. We’re just trying to accomplish something” Thomas Edison
“Truth is often uncomfortable. It is only comforting to those who do not wish to ignore it. Then, truth becomes not only comforting, but inspiring.” Neale David Walsch
“The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off” Werner Erhard
“You must speak straight so that your words go as sunlight into our hearts.” Cochise, Chiricahua Chief
“Most of us are so busy running around creating the soap opera and drama we call our lives that we don’t hear anything.” Louise Hay
“Knowledge speaks but wisdom listens” Jimi Hendrix
“If you are going through hell, keep going” Winston Churchill
“If you don’t have must going wrong in your life, then you don’t have much going on in your life” Larry Winget
“Knowledge is not power. It is the implementation of knowledge that is power.” Larry Winget
“All great truth begins as blasphemy.” George Bernard Shaw
“”In order to make positives about your life, you first have to get negative about your life.” Larry Winget
“Stress comes from knowing what is right and doing what is wrong.” Larry Winget
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Skeptical
You Are Fairly Skeptical |
 You're not the type of person who will fall for anything... But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities. You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place. However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation! |
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
The Truth Will Set Me Free
What do you do when someone that doesn’t know you slanders you, saying malicious lies about your family and you, just for a few dollars. That is what I am going through right now, my mind is reeling, I can’t sleep tonight. I have an appointment with my lawyer, still the anxious feelings stay. I am angry, I am resentful, mostly, I am feeling extremely overwhelmed by these people who are his family, but weren’t apart of his life, at least his later years. I loved, took care, supported, waited hand and foot for this man for 10 years of my life. He and I had some great times and sometimes I do miss him. The last three years have been obstacles of learning new things and discovering things about myself. I have never been so slandered, ripped apart by anyone in my entire life, especially, by people who do not know me. One in particular person I never met in my life, but claims we have. Greed brings out monsters in people, I am learning that. I haven’t changed, I was willing to share, still am. Receiving those papers, with those words of lies and statements that were so ludicrous that it made me laugh hard, like I was 17 in 1996 and some other idiotic things, but it is that paper with those written words that has brought me to this frame of mind. I am worth fighting for. I am not going to lay down and let someone lie, beat me up verbally, and insult the people that I love and call them liars. I am not going to at the same time reduce myself to the verbal abuse that they are slapping me in the face with. I will be honest, direct, to the point, and blunt as hell towards these two individuals. The truth hurts worse than lies. And I guarantee that this time, no amount, of verbal abuse these women lay on me is going to make me crawl at their feet and retreat, like I did before, when the one accosted me at the funeral home. I’m not grieving, upset, and in any mood to put up with her bullshit. I’m done. I’m not going to let her destroy me, or the person that you claim to love, just so you can have some money. That is not right. I feel sorry for, and deep in my heart, I hope that the two of them find happiness and love in their lives. They are not happy, and it is evident, because of the things they are saying and doing. The truth will set me free.
Monday, March 12, 2007
top 100 songs from 2001 to 2005. Bold the ones you like now. Italicize the ones you liked the year they were in the top 100. Underline the ones you still sort of like now.
2001
1. Lady Marmalade Christina Aguilera, Lil' Kim, Mya & Pink
2. Fallin', Alicia Keys
3. I'm Real, Jennifer Lopez
4. Family Affair, Mary J. Blige
5. Butterfly, Crazy Town
6. Thank You, Dido
7. Don't Tell Me, Madonna
8. He Loves U Not, Dream
9. Gone, 'N Sync
10. Love Don't Cost A Thing, Jennifer Lopez
11. Hero, Enrique Iglesias
12. Hanging By A Moment, Lifehouse
13. Drops Of Jupiter, Train
14. Jaded, Aerosmith
15. U Remind Me, Usher
16. Hit 'Em Up Style, Blu Cantrell
17. Survivor, Destiny's Child
18. It Wasn't Me. Shaggy featuring Ricardo "Rikrok" Ducent
19. All For You, Janet Jackson
20. Angel, Shaggy featuring Rayvon
21. Turn Off The Light, Nelly Furtado
22. All Or Nothing, O-Town <3
23. How You Remind Me, Nickelback
24. Someone To Call My Lover, Janet Jackson
25. Fill Me In, Craig David
26. It's Been Awhile, Staind
27. I'm Like A Bird, Nelly Furtado
28. Bootylicious, Destiny's Child
29. Again, Lenny Kravitz
30. Let Me Blow Ya Mind, Eve featuring Gwen Stefani
31. Everywhere, Michelle Branch
32. Stutter, Joe featuring Mystikal
33. Irresistable , Jessica Simpson
34. I Hope You Dance, Lee Ann Womack
35. Nobody Wants To Be Lonely, Ricky Martin & Christina Aguilera
36. Here's To The Night, Eve 6
37. Beautiful Day, U2
38. Emotion, Destiny's Child
39. Superman (It's Not Easy), Five For Fighting
40. Southside, Moby with Gwen Stefani
41. The Space Between, Dave Matthews Band
42. Play, Jennifer Lopez
43. When It's Over, Sugar Ray
44. Drive, Incubus
45. More Than That, Backstreet Boys
46. What Would You, Do City High
47. Be Like That, 3 Doors Down
48. I Wanna Be Bad ,Willa Ford
49. Peaches & Cream , 112
50. Ride Wit Me, Nelly
51. Only Time, Enya
52. Where The Party At, Jagged Edge with Nelly
53. Standing Still, Jewel
54. Pop, 'N Sync
55. This Is Me , Dream
56. Never Had A Dream Come True, S Club 7
57. Crazy, K-Ci & JoJo
58. You Make Me Sick, Pink
59. What It Feels Like For A Girl, Madonna
60. E.I., Nelly
61. Dig In, Lenny Kravitz
62. Get Ur Freak On, Missy Elliott
3. Breathless, The Corrs
64. Every Other Time, LFO
65. Yellow, Coldplay
66. Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning), Vertical Horizon
67. One Minute Man, Missy Elliott
68. I Do, Toya
69. Fly Away From Here, Aerosmith
70. I'm A Slave 4 U, Britney Spears
71. Smooth Criminal, Alien Ant Farm
72. Still On Your Side, BBMak
73. No More (Baby I'ma Do Right), 3LW
74. My Everything, 98 Degrees
75. Ms. Jackson, Outkast
76. Start The Commotion, The Wiseguys
77. Free, Mya
78. Baby, Come On Over (This Is Our Night), Samantha Mumba
79. Hemmorhage (In My Hands), Fuel
80. Drowning, Backstreet Boys
81. Around The World (La La La…), ATC
82. Thank You For Loving Me, Bon Jovi
83. AM To PM, Christina Milian
84. Izzo (H.O.V.A.), Jay-Z
85. Flavor Of The Week, American Hi-Fi
86. What's Going On, All Star Tribute
87. Stronger, Britney Spears
88. One More Time, Daft Punk
89. I'm A Believer, Smash Mouth
90. We Fit Together, O-Town
91. Differences, Ginuwine
92. Follow Me, Uncle Kracker
93. There You'll Be, Faith Hill
94. So In Love With Two, Mikaila
95. In My Pocket, Mandy Moore
96. Mad Season, Matchbox 20
97. Bad Day,, Fuel
98. What's Your Fantasy, Ludacris
99. Liquid Dreams, O-Town
100. Babylon, David Gray
2002
1. A Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton
2. Get The Party Started, Pink
3. Complicated, Avril Lavigne
4. Dilemma, Nelly featuring Kelly Rowland
5. In The End, Linkin Park
6. Ain't It Funny, Jennifer Lopez
7. U Got It, Bad Usher
8. All You Wanted, Michelle Branch
9. Don't Let Me Get Me, Pink
10. Hot In Herre, Nelly
11. Hey Baby, No Doubt
12. Can't Get You Out Of My Head, Kylie Minogue
13. Lose Yourself, Eminem
14. The Middle, Jimmy Eat World
15. The Game Of Love, Santana featuring Michelle Branch
16. U Don't Have To Call, Usher
17. Like I Love You, Justin Timberlake
18. Girlfriend, 'N Sync
19. Wherever You Will Go, The Calling
20. My Sacrifice, Creed
21. Ordinary Day, Vanessa Carlton
22. Underneath It All, No Doubt
23. Jenny From The Block, Jennifer Lopez
24. Just Like A Pill, Pink
25. Blurry, Puddle Of Mudd
26. Gangsta Lovin', Eve featuring Alicia Keys
27. Hero, Chad Kroeger featuring Josey Scott
28. Days Go By, Dirty Vegas
29. Foolish, Ashanti
30. Escape, Enrique Iglesias
31. Without Me, Eminem
32. No Such Thing, John Mayer
33. Can't Fight The Moonlight, LeAnn Rimes
34. Hella Good, No Doubt
35. Heaven, DJ Sammy & Yanou
36. Whenever, Wherever, Shakira
37. Family Portrait, Pink
38. One Last Breath, Creed
39. 7 Days, Craig David
40. Hands Clean, Alanis Morissette
41. Die Another Day, Madonna
42. Sk8er Boi, Avril Lavigne
43. A Woman's Worth, Alicia Keys
44. Love At First Sight, Kylie Minogue
45. Underneath Your Clothes, Shakira
46. I Need A Girl (Part One), P. Diddy featuring Usher & Loon
47. Full Moon, Brandy
48. Wasting My Time, Default
49. Soak Up The Sun, Sheryl Crow
50. Gotta Get Thru This, Daniel Bedingfield
51. Always On Time, Ja Rule featuring Ashanti
52. #1, Nelly
53. Livin' It Up, Ja Rule featuring Case
54. Goodbye To You, Michelle Branch
55. If I Could Go, Angie Martinez
56. Stole, Kelly Rowland
57. Just A Friend 2002, Mario
58. Roll Out (My Business), Ludacris
59. I'm Gonna Be Alright, Jennifer Lopez featuring Nas
60. Happy, Ashanti
61. No More Drama, Mary J. Blige
62. Somewhere Out There, Our Lady Peace
63. Video, India.Arie
64. Walking Away, Craig David
65. A Moment Like This, Kelly Clarkson
66. Rainy Dayz, Mary J. Blige featuring Ja Rule
67. What About Us?, Brandy
68. I Need A Girl (Part Two), P. Diddy & Ginuwine featuring Loon, Mario Winans & Tammy Rugger
69. (This Is) A Song For The Lonely, Cher
70. What's Luv?, Fat Joe featuring Ashanti
71. A New Day Has Come, Celine Dion
72. The Whole World, Outkast
73. Hey Ma, Cam'ron
74. More Than A Woman, Aaliyah
75.. Disease, Matchbox 20
76 Oops (Oh My), Tweet
77. Here Is Gone, Goo Goo Dolls
78. Caramel, City High featuring Eve
79. Objection (Tango), Shakira
80. Out Of My Heart, BBMak
81. Girl Talk, TLC
82. Cleanin' Out My Closet, Eminem
83. Too Bad, Nickelback
84. In A Little While, Uncle Kracker
85. For All Time, Soluna
86. Wrong Impression, Natalie Imbruglia
87. Everyday, Dave Matthews Band
88. Starry Eyed Surprise,, Paul Oakenfold
89.. Where Are You Going, Dave Matthews Band
90 Insatiable, Darrin Hayes
91. Rapture (Tastes So Sweet), iio
92. Son Of A Gun, Janet Jackson
93. The World's Greatest, R. Kelly
94. Something More, Train
95. Don't Say Goodbye, Paulina Rubio
96. Walk With Me, Seven & The Sun
97. I Do (Wanna Get Close To You), 3LW
98. Steve McQueen, Sheryl Crow
99. I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman, Britney Spears
100. Running Away, Hoobastank
2003
1. Crazy In Love, Beyoncé Knowles featuring Jay-Z
2. Hey Ya!, Outkast
3. Here Without You, 3 Doors Down
4. Baby Boy, Beyoncé Knowles featuring Sean Paul
5. Miss Independent, Kelly Clarkson
6. Beautiful, Christina Aguilera
7. Rock Your Body, Justin Timberlake
8. Where Is The Love?, Black Eyed Peas featuring Justin Timberlake
9. When I'm Gone, 3 Doors Down
10. All I Have, Jennifer Lopez featuring LL Cool J
11. Shake Ya Tailfeather, Nelly, P. Diddy & Murphy Lee
12. Unwell, Matchbox
13. Picture, Kid Rock & Sheryl Crow
14. In Da Club, 50 Cent
15 I'm With You, Avril Lavigne
16. Bring Me To Life, Evanescence
17. Cry Me A River, Justin Timberlake
18. Can't Hold Us Down, Christina Aguilera featuring Lil' Kim
19. Harder To Breathe, Maroon 5
20. Why Don't You & I, Santana featuring Alex Band
21. Someday, Nickelback
22. Suga Suga Baby, Bush featuring Frankie J
23. Your Body Is A Wonderland, John Mayer
24. Are You Happy Now?, Michelle Branch
25. Landslide, Dixie Chicks
26. The Remedy (I Won't Worry), Jason Mraz
27. (There's Gotta Be) More To Life, Stacie Orrico
28. I Know What You Want, Busta Rhymes & Mariah Carey featuring The Flipmode Squad
29. It's My Life, No Doubt
30. Clocks, Coldplay
31. Stacy's Mom,Fountains Of Wayne
32. All The Things She Said, t.A.T.u.
33. Bump Bump Bump, B2K & P. Diddy
34. Get Busy, Sean Paul
35. Rock Wit U (Awww Baby), Ashanti
36. If You're Not The One, Daniel Bedingfield
37. Headstrong, Trapt
38. Bright Lights, Matchbox 20
39. Fighter, Christina Aguilera
40. Perfect, Simple Plan
41. '03 Bonnie & Clyde, Jay-Z featuring Beyoncé Knowles
42. Mesmerize, Ja Rule featuring Ashanti
43. Intuition, Jewel
44. Ignition, R. Kelly
45. Drift Away, Uncle Kracker featuring Dobie Gray
46. White Flag, Dido
47. Work It, Missy Elliott
48. Miss You, Aaliyah
49. Invisible, Clay Aiken
50. Senorita, Justin Timberlake
51. Addicted, Simple Plan
52. 21 Questions, 50 Cent featuring Nate Dogg
53. My Love Is Like…, Wo Mya
54. Don't Mess With My Man, Nivea
55. Angel, Amanda Perez
56. She Hates Me, Puddle Of Mudd
57. I Want You, Thalia featuring Fat Joe
58. Blowin' Me Up (With Her Love), JC Chasez
59. Girls & Boys, Good Charlotte
60. So Far Away, Staind
61. Swing, Swing, All-American Rejects
62. Magic Stick, Lil' Kim featuring 50 Cent
63. Don't Wanna Try, Frankie
64. Sing For The Moment, Eminem
65. Hell Yeah, Ginuwine
66. Through The Rain, Mariah Carey
67. Breathe, Michelle Branch
68. Right Thurr, Chingy
69. Lifestyles Of The Rich & Famous, Good Charlotte
70. Calling All Angels, Train
71. Gossip Folks, Missy Elliott featuring Ludacris
72. P.I.M.P., 50 Cent
73. Air Force Ones, Nelly
74. I'm Glad, Jennifer Lopez
75. Low, Kelly Clarkson
76. I Drove All Night, Celine Dion
77. Into You, Fabolous featuring Tamia
78. Stuck, Stacie Orrico
79. So Yesterday, Hilary Duff
80. No Letting Go, Wayne Wonder
81. Stand Up, Ludacris featuring Shawnna
82. Big Yellow Taxi, Counting Crows featuring Vanessa Carlton
83. Losing Grip, Avril Lavigne
84. Never Leave You, Lumidee
85. Why Can't I, Liz Phair
86. The Boys Of Summer, The Ataris
87. Bigger Than My Body, John Mayer
88. Get Low Lil', Jon & The Eastside Boyz
89. Running, No Doubt
90. Spin, Lifehouse
91.. Something, Lasgo
92 Superman, Eminem
93. Pretty Baby, Vanessa Carlton
94. Come Into My World, Kylie Minogue
95. Me Against The Music, Britney Spears featuring Madonna
96. The Anthem, Good Charlotte
97. Deliverance, Bubba Sparxxx
98. Misunderstood, Bon Jovi
99. I'd Do Anything, Simple Plan
100. I Can Only Imagine, MercyMe
2004
1. The Reason, Hoobastank
2. This Love, Maroon 5
3. Yeah, Usher featuring Ludacris & Lil' Jon
4. Leave (Get Out), JoJo
5. She Will Be Loved, Maroon 5
6. Pieces Of Me, Ashlee Simpson
7. With You, Jessica Simpson
8. The Way You Move, Outkast
9. My Immortal, Evanescence
10. My Happy Ending, Avril Lavigne
11. My Boo, Usher & Alicia Key
12. Burn, Usher
13. Toxic, Britney Spears
14. If I Ain't Got You, Alicia Keys
15. Breakaway, Kelly Clarkson
16. Dare You To Move, Switchfoot
17. Dip It Low, Christina Milian
18. Over And Over, Nelly featuring Tim McGraw
19. Hey Mama, Black Eyed Peas
20. Meant To Live, Switchfoot
21. Lose My Breath, Destiny's Child
22. I Don't Want To Be, Gavin DeGraw
23. Naughty Girl, Beyoncé Knowles
24. Let's Get It Started, Black Eyed Peas
25. On The Way Down, Ryan Cabrera
26. I Don't Want You Back, Eamon
27. Falls On Me, Fuel
28. Roses, Outkast
29. One Thing, Finger Eleven
30. Move Ya Body, Nina Sky
31. I Don't Wanna Know, Mario Winans featuring Enya & P. Diddy
32. Broken, Seether featuring Amy Lee
33. Everytime, Britney Spears
34. The First Cut Is The Deepest, Sheryl Crow
35. Scandalous, Mis-Teeq
36. The Voice Within, Christina Aguilera
37. Take My Breath Away, Jessica Simpson
38. Turn Me On, Kevin Lyttle
39. Heaven, Los Lonely Boys
40. 1985, Bowling For Soup
41. Ocean Avenue, Yellowcard
42. Don't Tell Me, Avril Lavigne
43. Confessions Part 2, Usher
44. Milkshake, Kelis
45. Eighth World Wonder, Kimberly Locke
46. Me, Myself And I, Beyoncé Knowles
47. Sunshine, Lil Flip
48. Baby It's You, JoJo
49. Numb, Linkin Park
50. Goodies, Ciara
51. Welcome To My Life, Simple Plan
52. Drop It Like It's Hot, Snoop Dogg
53. Come Clean, Hilary Duff
54. My Band, D12 featuring Eminem
55. One Call Away, Chingy
56. Hold On, Good Charlotte
57. Freek-A-Leek, Petey Pablo
58. Daughters, John Mayer
59. Tipsy, J-Kwon
60. Slow Jamz, Twista featuring Kanye West & Jamie Foxx
61. Are You Gonna Be My Girl, Jet
62. Just Lose It, Eminem
63. The Trouble With Love Is, Kelly Clarkson
64. Hotel, Cassidy featuring R. Kelly
65. I Like That, Houston
66. Bounce, Sarah Connor
67. Lady, Lenny Kravitz
68. Slow Motion, Juvenile
69. I Miss You, Blink-182
70. Feelin' Way Too Damn Good, Nickelback
71. My Place, Nelly
72. Dirt Off Your Shoulder, Jay-Z
73. Vertigo, U2
74. You Don't Know My Name, Alicia Keys
75. Gigolo, Nick Cannon
76. White Houses, Vanessa Carlton
77. Let's Go, Trick Daddy
78. You And I Both, Jason Mraz
79. Overnight Celebrity, Twista
80. (I Hate) Everything About You, Three Days Grace
81. Only One, Yellowcard
82. Change Clothes, Jay-Z
83. 100 Years, Five For Fighting
84. Echo, Trapt
85. I'm Still In Love With You, Sean Paul
86. Breaking The Habit, Linkin Park
87. Shadow, Ashlee Simpson
88. What You Waiting For?, Gwen Stefani
89. How Come, D12
90. Slow, Kylie Minogue
91. Some Girls (Dance With Women), JC Chasez
92. Vindicated, Dashboard Confessional
93. God Is A DJ, Pink
94. Lean Back, Terror Squad
95. Accidentally In Love, Counting Crows
96. Just A Little While, Janet Jackson
97. Away From The Sun, 3 Doors Down
98. Angels, Jessica Simpson
99. Locked Up, Akon
100. Not Today, Mary J. Blige featuring Eve
2005
1. We Belong Together Mariah Carey
2. Since U Been Gone Kelly Clarkson
3. Because Of You Kelly Clarkson
4. Behind These Hazel Eyes Kelly Clarkson
5. You And Me Lifehouse
6. Don't Cha Pussycat Dolls featuring Busta Rhymes
7. Boulevard Of Broken Dreams Green Day
8. Pon De Replay Rihanna
9. Karma Alicia Keys
10. Run It Chris Brown
11. Let Me Love You Mario
12. Hollaback Girl Gwen Stefani
13. Beverly Hills Weezer
14. Don't Phunk With My Heart Black Eyed Peas
15. Shake It Off Mariah Carey
16. Don't Forget About Us Mariah Carey
17. 1, 2 Step Ciara featuring Missy Elliott
18. Photograph Nickelback
19. Caught Up Usher
20. Gold Digger Kanye West
21. Let Me Go 3 Doors Down
22. Obsession (No Es Amor) Frankie J featuring Baby Bash
23. Switch Will Smith
24. Listen To Your Heart D.H.T.
25. My Humps Black Eyed Peas
26. Rich Girl Gwen Stefani featuring Eve
27. Lose Control Missy Elliott
28. Lonely No More Rob Thomas
29. Scars Papa Roach
30. Beautiful Soul Jesse McCartney
31. Feel Good Inc. Gorillaz
32. Baby I'm Back Baby Bash
33. Don't Lie Black Eyed Peas
34. Soldier Destiny's Child
35. These Words Natasha Bedingfield
36. Get It Poppin' Fat Joe featuring Nelly
37. Belly Dancer (Bananza) Akon
38. Holiday Green Day
39. Wake Me Up When September Ends Green Day
40. Oh Ciara featuring Ludacris
41. Mr. Brightside, The Killers
42. Chariot, Gavin DeGraw
43. Sugar, We're Goin' Down, Fall Out Boy
44. Luxurious, Gwen Stefani
45. Nobody's Home, Avril Lavigne
46. Incomplete, Backstreet Boys
47. True, Ryan Cabrera
48. Collide, Howie Day
49. Sunday Morning, Maroon 5
50. Mockingbird, Eminem
51. Cool, Gwen Stefani
52. Disco Inferno, 50 Cent
53. How To Deal, Frankie J
54. Lovers & Friends, Lil Jon featuring Usher & Ludacris
55. We Be Burnin', Sean Paul
56. Untitled (How Can This HappenTo Me?), Simple Plan
57. Like You, Bow Wow featuring Ciara
58. Your Body, Pretty Ricky
59. Lonely, Akon
60. Sugar (Gimme Some), Trick Daddy
61. Candy Shop, 50 Cent
62. Almost, Bowling For Soup
63. Hate It Or Love It, The Game & 50 Cent
64. Just A Lil' Bit, 50 Cent
65. Let Me Hold You, Bow Wow featuring Omarion
66. Just The Girl, Click Five
67. Grind With Me, Pretty Ricky
68. Numb / Encore, Jay-Z & Linkin Park
69. Cold, Crossfade
70. How We Do, The Game featuring 50 Cent
71. Speed Of Sound, Coldplay
72. Outta Contro,l 50 Cent featuring Mobb Deep
73. Hung Up, Madonna
74. Cater 2 U, Destiny's Child
75. When I'm Gone, Eminem
76. Goin' Crazy, Natalie
77. Wonderful, Ja Rule featuring Ashanti & R. Kelly
78. I Just Wanna Live, Good Charlotte
79. It's Like That, Mariah Carey
80. Only U, Ashanti
81. Girl, Destiny's Child
82. Pimpin' All Over The World, Ludacris
83. Hold You Down, Jennifer Lopez featuring Fat Joe
84. Soul Survivor, Young Jeezy featuring Akon
85. If You Were Mine, Marcos Hernandez
86. Look What You've Done, Jet
87. Don't Bother, Shakira
88. Signs, Snoop Dogg featuring Charlie Wilson & Justin Timberlake
89. Fall To Pieces, Avril Lavigne
90. Boyfriend, Ashlee Simpson
91. More Than Words, Frankie J
92. N Dey Say, Nelly
93. Here By Me, 3 Doors Down
94. Somewhere Only We Know, Keane
95. Follow Through, Gavin DeGraw
96. Encore, Eminem featuring Dr. Dre & 50 Cent
97. Shine On, Ryan Cabrera
98. Get Right, Jennifer Lopez
99. Here We Go, Trina featuring Kelly Rowland
100. Like Toy Soldiers, Eminem
2001
1. Lady Marmalade Christina Aguilera, Lil' Kim, Mya & Pink
2. Fallin', Alicia Keys
3. I'm Real, Jennifer Lopez
4. Family Affair, Mary J. Blige
5. Butterfly, Crazy Town
6. Thank You, Dido
7. Don't Tell Me, Madonna
8. He Loves U Not, Dream
9. Gone, 'N Sync
10. Love Don't Cost A Thing, Jennifer Lopez
11. Hero, Enrique Iglesias
12. Hanging By A Moment, Lifehouse
13. Drops Of Jupiter, Train
14. Jaded, Aerosmith
15. U Remind Me, Usher
16. Hit 'Em Up Style, Blu Cantrell
17. Survivor, Destiny's Child
18. It Wasn't Me. Shaggy featuring Ricardo "Rikrok" Ducent
19. All For You, Janet Jackson
20. Angel, Shaggy featuring Rayvon
21. Turn Off The Light, Nelly Furtado
22. All Or Nothing, O-Town <3
23. How You Remind Me, Nickelback
24. Someone To Call My Lover, Janet Jackson
25. Fill Me In, Craig David
26. It's Been Awhile, Staind
27. I'm Like A Bird, Nelly Furtado
28. Bootylicious, Destiny's Child
29. Again, Lenny Kravitz
30. Let Me Blow Ya Mind, Eve featuring Gwen Stefani
31. Everywhere, Michelle Branch
32. Stutter, Joe featuring Mystikal
33. Irresistable , Jessica Simpson
34. I Hope You Dance, Lee Ann Womack
35. Nobody Wants To Be Lonely, Ricky Martin & Christina Aguilera
36. Here's To The Night, Eve 6
37. Beautiful Day, U2
38. Emotion, Destiny's Child
39. Superman (It's Not Easy), Five For Fighting
40. Southside, Moby with Gwen Stefani
41. The Space Between, Dave Matthews Band
42. Play, Jennifer Lopez
43. When It's Over, Sugar Ray
44. Drive, Incubus
45. More Than That, Backstreet Boys
46. What Would You, Do City High
47. Be Like That, 3 Doors Down
48. I Wanna Be Bad ,Willa Ford
49. Peaches & Cream , 112
50. Ride Wit Me, Nelly
51. Only Time, Enya
52. Where The Party At, Jagged Edge with Nelly
53. Standing Still, Jewel
54. Pop, 'N Sync
55. This Is Me , Dream
56. Never Had A Dream Come True, S Club 7
57. Crazy, K-Ci & JoJo
58. You Make Me Sick, Pink
59. What It Feels Like For A Girl, Madonna
60. E.I., Nelly
61. Dig In, Lenny Kravitz
62. Get Ur Freak On, Missy Elliott
3. Breathless, The Corrs
64. Every Other Time, LFO
65. Yellow, Coldplay
66. Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning), Vertical Horizon
67. One Minute Man, Missy Elliott
68. I Do, Toya
69. Fly Away From Here, Aerosmith
70. I'm A Slave 4 U, Britney Spears
71. Smooth Criminal, Alien Ant Farm
72. Still On Your Side, BBMak
73. No More (Baby I'ma Do Right), 3LW
74. My Everything, 98 Degrees
75. Ms. Jackson, Outkast
76. Start The Commotion, The Wiseguys
77. Free, Mya
78. Baby, Come On Over (This Is Our Night), Samantha Mumba
79. Hemmorhage (In My Hands), Fuel
80. Drowning, Backstreet Boys
81. Around The World (La La La…), ATC
82. Thank You For Loving Me, Bon Jovi
83. AM To PM, Christina Milian
84. Izzo (H.O.V.A.), Jay-Z
85. Flavor Of The Week, American Hi-Fi
86. What's Going On, All Star Tribute
87. Stronger, Britney Spears
88. One More Time, Daft Punk
89. I'm A Believer, Smash Mouth
90. We Fit Together, O-Town
91. Differences, Ginuwine
92. Follow Me, Uncle Kracker
93. There You'll Be, Faith Hill
94. So In Love With Two, Mikaila
95. In My Pocket, Mandy Moore
96. Mad Season, Matchbox 20
97. Bad Day,, Fuel
98. What's Your Fantasy, Ludacris
99. Liquid Dreams, O-Town
100. Babylon, David Gray
2002
1. A Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton
2. Get The Party Started, Pink
3. Complicated, Avril Lavigne
4. Dilemma, Nelly featuring Kelly Rowland
5. In The End, Linkin Park
6. Ain't It Funny, Jennifer Lopez
7. U Got It, Bad Usher
8. All You Wanted, Michelle Branch
9. Don't Let Me Get Me, Pink
10. Hot In Herre, Nelly
11. Hey Baby, No Doubt
12. Can't Get You Out Of My Head, Kylie Minogue
13. Lose Yourself, Eminem
14. The Middle, Jimmy Eat World
15. The Game Of Love, Santana featuring Michelle Branch
16. U Don't Have To Call, Usher
17. Like I Love You, Justin Timberlake
18. Girlfriend, 'N Sync
19. Wherever You Will Go, The Calling
20. My Sacrifice, Creed
21. Ordinary Day, Vanessa Carlton
22. Underneath It All, No Doubt
23. Jenny From The Block, Jennifer Lopez
24. Just Like A Pill, Pink
25. Blurry, Puddle Of Mudd
26. Gangsta Lovin', Eve featuring Alicia Keys
27. Hero, Chad Kroeger featuring Josey Scott
28. Days Go By, Dirty Vegas
29. Foolish, Ashanti
30. Escape, Enrique Iglesias
31. Without Me, Eminem
32. No Such Thing, John Mayer
33. Can't Fight The Moonlight, LeAnn Rimes
34. Hella Good, No Doubt
35. Heaven, DJ Sammy & Yanou
36. Whenever, Wherever, Shakira
37. Family Portrait, Pink
38. One Last Breath, Creed
39. 7 Days, Craig David
40. Hands Clean, Alanis Morissette
41. Die Another Day, Madonna
42. Sk8er Boi, Avril Lavigne
43. A Woman's Worth, Alicia Keys
44. Love At First Sight, Kylie Minogue
45. Underneath Your Clothes, Shakira
46. I Need A Girl (Part One), P. Diddy featuring Usher & Loon
47. Full Moon, Brandy
48. Wasting My Time, Default
49. Soak Up The Sun, Sheryl Crow
50. Gotta Get Thru This, Daniel Bedingfield
51. Always On Time, Ja Rule featuring Ashanti
52. #1, Nelly
53. Livin' It Up, Ja Rule featuring Case
54. Goodbye To You, Michelle Branch
55. If I Could Go, Angie Martinez
56. Stole, Kelly Rowland
57. Just A Friend 2002, Mario
58. Roll Out (My Business), Ludacris
59. I'm Gonna Be Alright, Jennifer Lopez featuring Nas
60. Happy, Ashanti
61. No More Drama, Mary J. Blige
62. Somewhere Out There, Our Lady Peace
63. Video, India.Arie
64. Walking Away, Craig David
65. A Moment Like This, Kelly Clarkson
66. Rainy Dayz, Mary J. Blige featuring Ja Rule
67. What About Us?, Brandy
68. I Need A Girl (Part Two), P. Diddy & Ginuwine featuring Loon, Mario Winans & Tammy Rugger
69. (This Is) A Song For The Lonely, Cher
70. What's Luv?, Fat Joe featuring Ashanti
71. A New Day Has Come, Celine Dion
72. The Whole World, Outkast
73. Hey Ma, Cam'ron
74. More Than A Woman, Aaliyah
75.. Disease, Matchbox 20
76 Oops (Oh My), Tweet
77. Here Is Gone, Goo Goo Dolls
78. Caramel, City High featuring Eve
79. Objection (Tango), Shakira
80. Out Of My Heart, BBMak
81. Girl Talk, TLC
82. Cleanin' Out My Closet, Eminem
83. Too Bad, Nickelback
84. In A Little While, Uncle Kracker
85. For All Time, Soluna
86. Wrong Impression, Natalie Imbruglia
87. Everyday, Dave Matthews Band
88. Starry Eyed Surprise,, Paul Oakenfold
89.. Where Are You Going, Dave Matthews Band
90 Insatiable, Darrin Hayes
91. Rapture (Tastes So Sweet), iio
92. Son Of A Gun, Janet Jackson
93. The World's Greatest, R. Kelly
94. Something More, Train
95. Don't Say Goodbye, Paulina Rubio
96. Walk With Me, Seven & The Sun
97. I Do (Wanna Get Close To You), 3LW
98. Steve McQueen, Sheryl Crow
99. I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman, Britney Spears
100. Running Away, Hoobastank
2003
1. Crazy In Love, Beyoncé Knowles featuring Jay-Z
2. Hey Ya!, Outkast
3. Here Without You, 3 Doors Down
4. Baby Boy, Beyoncé Knowles featuring Sean Paul
5. Miss Independent, Kelly Clarkson
6. Beautiful, Christina Aguilera
7. Rock Your Body, Justin Timberlake
8. Where Is The Love?, Black Eyed Peas featuring Justin Timberlake
9. When I'm Gone, 3 Doors Down
10. All I Have, Jennifer Lopez featuring LL Cool J
11. Shake Ya Tailfeather, Nelly, P. Diddy & Murphy Lee
12. Unwell, Matchbox
13. Picture, Kid Rock & Sheryl Crow
14. In Da Club, 50 Cent
15 I'm With You, Avril Lavigne
16. Bring Me To Life, Evanescence
17. Cry Me A River, Justin Timberlake
18. Can't Hold Us Down, Christina Aguilera featuring Lil' Kim
19. Harder To Breathe, Maroon 5
20. Why Don't You & I, Santana featuring Alex Band
21. Someday, Nickelback
22. Suga Suga Baby, Bush featuring Frankie J
23. Your Body Is A Wonderland, John Mayer
24. Are You Happy Now?, Michelle Branch
25. Landslide, Dixie Chicks
26. The Remedy (I Won't Worry), Jason Mraz
27. (There's Gotta Be) More To Life, Stacie Orrico
28. I Know What You Want, Busta Rhymes & Mariah Carey featuring The Flipmode Squad
29. It's My Life, No Doubt
30. Clocks, Coldplay
31. Stacy's Mom,Fountains Of Wayne
32. All The Things She Said, t.A.T.u.
33. Bump Bump Bump, B2K & P. Diddy
34. Get Busy, Sean Paul
35. Rock Wit U (Awww Baby), Ashanti
36. If You're Not The One, Daniel Bedingfield
37. Headstrong, Trapt
38. Bright Lights, Matchbox 20
39. Fighter, Christina Aguilera
40. Perfect, Simple Plan
41. '03 Bonnie & Clyde, Jay-Z featuring Beyoncé Knowles
42. Mesmerize, Ja Rule featuring Ashanti
43. Intuition, Jewel
44. Ignition, R. Kelly
45. Drift Away, Uncle Kracker featuring Dobie Gray
46. White Flag, Dido
47. Work It, Missy Elliott
48. Miss You, Aaliyah
49. Invisible, Clay Aiken
50. Senorita, Justin Timberlake
51. Addicted, Simple Plan
52. 21 Questions, 50 Cent featuring Nate Dogg
53. My Love Is Like…, Wo Mya
54. Don't Mess With My Man, Nivea
55. Angel, Amanda Perez
56. She Hates Me, Puddle Of Mudd
57. I Want You, Thalia featuring Fat Joe
58. Blowin' Me Up (With Her Love), JC Chasez
59. Girls & Boys, Good Charlotte
60. So Far Away, Staind
61. Swing, Swing, All-American Rejects
62. Magic Stick, Lil' Kim featuring 50 Cent
63. Don't Wanna Try, Frankie
64. Sing For The Moment, Eminem
65. Hell Yeah, Ginuwine
66. Through The Rain, Mariah Carey
67. Breathe, Michelle Branch
68. Right Thurr, Chingy
69. Lifestyles Of The Rich & Famous, Good Charlotte
70. Calling All Angels, Train
71. Gossip Folks, Missy Elliott featuring Ludacris
72. P.I.M.P., 50 Cent
73. Air Force Ones, Nelly
74. I'm Glad, Jennifer Lopez
75. Low, Kelly Clarkson
76. I Drove All Night, Celine Dion
77. Into You, Fabolous featuring Tamia
78. Stuck, Stacie Orrico
79. So Yesterday, Hilary Duff
80. No Letting Go, Wayne Wonder
81. Stand Up, Ludacris featuring Shawnna
82. Big Yellow Taxi, Counting Crows featuring Vanessa Carlton
83. Losing Grip, Avril Lavigne
84. Never Leave You, Lumidee
85. Why Can't I, Liz Phair
86. The Boys Of Summer, The Ataris
87. Bigger Than My Body, John Mayer
88. Get Low Lil', Jon & The Eastside Boyz
89. Running, No Doubt
90. Spin, Lifehouse
91.. Something, Lasgo
92 Superman, Eminem
93. Pretty Baby, Vanessa Carlton
94. Come Into My World, Kylie Minogue
95. Me Against The Music, Britney Spears featuring Madonna
96. The Anthem, Good Charlotte
97. Deliverance, Bubba Sparxxx
98. Misunderstood, Bon Jovi
99. I'd Do Anything, Simple Plan
100. I Can Only Imagine, MercyMe
2004
1. The Reason, Hoobastank
2. This Love, Maroon 5
3. Yeah, Usher featuring Ludacris & Lil' Jon
4. Leave (Get Out), JoJo
5. She Will Be Loved, Maroon 5
6. Pieces Of Me, Ashlee Simpson
7. With You, Jessica Simpson
8. The Way You Move, Outkast
9. My Immortal, Evanescence
10. My Happy Ending, Avril Lavigne
11. My Boo, Usher & Alicia Key
12. Burn, Usher
13. Toxic, Britney Spears
14. If I Ain't Got You, Alicia Keys
15. Breakaway, Kelly Clarkson
16. Dare You To Move, Switchfoot
17. Dip It Low, Christina Milian
18. Over And Over, Nelly featuring Tim McGraw
19. Hey Mama, Black Eyed Peas
20. Meant To Live, Switchfoot
21. Lose My Breath, Destiny's Child
22. I Don't Want To Be, Gavin DeGraw
23. Naughty Girl, Beyoncé Knowles
24. Let's Get It Started, Black Eyed Peas
25. On The Way Down, Ryan Cabrera
26. I Don't Want You Back, Eamon
27. Falls On Me, Fuel
28. Roses, Outkast
29. One Thing, Finger Eleven
30. Move Ya Body, Nina Sky
31. I Don't Wanna Know, Mario Winans featuring Enya & P. Diddy
32. Broken, Seether featuring Amy Lee
33. Everytime, Britney Spears
34. The First Cut Is The Deepest, Sheryl Crow
35. Scandalous, Mis-Teeq
36. The Voice Within, Christina Aguilera
37. Take My Breath Away, Jessica Simpson
38. Turn Me On, Kevin Lyttle
39. Heaven, Los Lonely Boys
40. 1985, Bowling For Soup
41. Ocean Avenue, Yellowcard
42. Don't Tell Me, Avril Lavigne
43. Confessions Part 2, Usher
44. Milkshake, Kelis
45. Eighth World Wonder, Kimberly Locke
46. Me, Myself And I, Beyoncé Knowles
47. Sunshine, Lil Flip
48. Baby It's You, JoJo
49. Numb, Linkin Park
50. Goodies, Ciara
51. Welcome To My Life, Simple Plan
52. Drop It Like It's Hot, Snoop Dogg
53. Come Clean, Hilary Duff
54. My Band, D12 featuring Eminem
55. One Call Away, Chingy
56. Hold On, Good Charlotte
57. Freek-A-Leek, Petey Pablo
58. Daughters, John Mayer
59. Tipsy, J-Kwon
60. Slow Jamz, Twista featuring Kanye West & Jamie Foxx
61. Are You Gonna Be My Girl, Jet
62. Just Lose It, Eminem
63. The Trouble With Love Is, Kelly Clarkson
64. Hotel, Cassidy featuring R. Kelly
65. I Like That, Houston
66. Bounce, Sarah Connor
67. Lady, Lenny Kravitz
68. Slow Motion, Juvenile
69. I Miss You, Blink-182
70. Feelin' Way Too Damn Good, Nickelback
71. My Place, Nelly
72. Dirt Off Your Shoulder, Jay-Z
73. Vertigo, U2
74. You Don't Know My Name, Alicia Keys
75. Gigolo, Nick Cannon
76. White Houses, Vanessa Carlton
77. Let's Go, Trick Daddy
78. You And I Both, Jason Mraz
79. Overnight Celebrity, Twista
80. (I Hate) Everything About You, Three Days Grace
81. Only One, Yellowcard
82. Change Clothes, Jay-Z
83. 100 Years, Five For Fighting
84. Echo, Trapt
85. I'm Still In Love With You, Sean Paul
86. Breaking The Habit, Linkin Park
87. Shadow, Ashlee Simpson
88. What You Waiting For?, Gwen Stefani
89. How Come, D12
90. Slow, Kylie Minogue
91. Some Girls (Dance With Women), JC Chasez
92. Vindicated, Dashboard Confessional
93. God Is A DJ, Pink
94. Lean Back, Terror Squad
95. Accidentally In Love, Counting Crows
96. Just A Little While, Janet Jackson
97. Away From The Sun, 3 Doors Down
98. Angels, Jessica Simpson
99. Locked Up, Akon
100. Not Today, Mary J. Blige featuring Eve
2005
1. We Belong Together Mariah Carey
2. Since U Been Gone Kelly Clarkson
3. Because Of You Kelly Clarkson
4. Behind These Hazel Eyes Kelly Clarkson
5. You And Me Lifehouse
6. Don't Cha Pussycat Dolls featuring Busta Rhymes
7. Boulevard Of Broken Dreams Green Day
8. Pon De Replay Rihanna
9. Karma Alicia Keys
10. Run It Chris Brown
11. Let Me Love You Mario
12. Hollaback Girl Gwen Stefani
13. Beverly Hills Weezer
14. Don't Phunk With My Heart Black Eyed Peas
15. Shake It Off Mariah Carey
16. Don't Forget About Us Mariah Carey
17. 1, 2 Step Ciara featuring Missy Elliott
18. Photograph Nickelback
19. Caught Up Usher
20. Gold Digger Kanye West
21. Let Me Go 3 Doors Down
22. Obsession (No Es Amor) Frankie J featuring Baby Bash
23. Switch Will Smith
24. Listen To Your Heart D.H.T.
25. My Humps Black Eyed Peas
26. Rich Girl Gwen Stefani featuring Eve
27. Lose Control Missy Elliott
28. Lonely No More Rob Thomas
29. Scars Papa Roach
30. Beautiful Soul Jesse McCartney
31. Feel Good Inc. Gorillaz
32. Baby I'm Back Baby Bash
33. Don't Lie Black Eyed Peas
34. Soldier Destiny's Child
35. These Words Natasha Bedingfield
36. Get It Poppin' Fat Joe featuring Nelly
37. Belly Dancer (Bananza) Akon
38. Holiday Green Day
39. Wake Me Up When September Ends Green Day
40. Oh Ciara featuring Ludacris
41. Mr. Brightside, The Killers
42. Chariot, Gavin DeGraw
43. Sugar, We're Goin' Down, Fall Out Boy
44. Luxurious, Gwen Stefani
45. Nobody's Home, Avril Lavigne
46. Incomplete, Backstreet Boys
47. True, Ryan Cabrera
48. Collide, Howie Day
49. Sunday Morning, Maroon 5
50. Mockingbird, Eminem
51. Cool, Gwen Stefani
52. Disco Inferno, 50 Cent
53. How To Deal, Frankie J
54. Lovers & Friends, Lil Jon featuring Usher & Ludacris
55. We Be Burnin', Sean Paul
56. Untitled (How Can This HappenTo Me?), Simple Plan
57. Like You, Bow Wow featuring Ciara
58. Your Body, Pretty Ricky
59. Lonely, Akon
60. Sugar (Gimme Some), Trick Daddy
61. Candy Shop, 50 Cent
62. Almost, Bowling For Soup
63. Hate It Or Love It, The Game & 50 Cent
64. Just A Lil' Bit, 50 Cent
65. Let Me Hold You, Bow Wow featuring Omarion
66. Just The Girl, Click Five
67. Grind With Me, Pretty Ricky
68. Numb / Encore, Jay-Z & Linkin Park
69. Cold, Crossfade
70. How We Do, The Game featuring 50 Cent
71. Speed Of Sound, Coldplay
72. Outta Contro,l 50 Cent featuring Mobb Deep
73. Hung Up, Madonna
74. Cater 2 U, Destiny's Child
75. When I'm Gone, Eminem
76. Goin' Crazy, Natalie
77. Wonderful, Ja Rule featuring Ashanti & R. Kelly
78. I Just Wanna Live, Good Charlotte
79. It's Like That, Mariah Carey
80. Only U, Ashanti
81. Girl, Destiny's Child
82. Pimpin' All Over The World, Ludacris
83. Hold You Down, Jennifer Lopez featuring Fat Joe
84. Soul Survivor, Young Jeezy featuring Akon
85. If You Were Mine, Marcos Hernandez
86. Look What You've Done, Jet
87. Don't Bother, Shakira
88. Signs, Snoop Dogg featuring Charlie Wilson & Justin Timberlake
89. Fall To Pieces, Avril Lavigne
90. Boyfriend, Ashlee Simpson
91. More Than Words, Frankie J
92. N Dey Say, Nelly
93. Here By Me, 3 Doors Down
94. Somewhere Only We Know, Keane
95. Follow Through, Gavin DeGraw
96. Encore, Eminem featuring Dr. Dre & 50 Cent
97. Shine On, Ryan Cabrera
98. Get Right, Jennifer Lopez
99. Here We Go, Trina featuring Kelly Rowland
100. Like Toy Soldiers, Eminem
Random
Random
A) Put your iPOD/mp3 player on shuffle & name the first 10 songs that play (title plus artist).
1. Best Of You- Foo Fighters
2. Another Piece of my heart- Janis Joplin
3. It's Been Awhile- Staind
4. Lacrymosa- Evanescence
5. On Your Shore- Charlotte Martin
6. Waiting On The World To Change- John Mayer
7. Nothing Good About Goodbye- Hinder
8. Tonight I Wanna Cry- Keith Urban
9. Get Free- The Vines
10. Give Unto Me- Evanescence
B) For each song, write what it means to you.
1. I like this song because he is telling someone he doesn't appreciate being abused and he is standing up for himself.
2. This is a cool song because it is so bluesy and she is telling it like it is.
3. .This song is just expressing himself and expressing his depression, I like it.
4. This song is a deep, penetrating song, like most of their songs. It helps me to think clearly about my own feelings.
5. The song On your shore is great, because it is expressing how she feels towards someone and how deeply she feels for that person.
6. This song is a hopeful song.
7. This is an honest song about the games that girls and guys play with each other.
8. This song is an emotional song and I enjoy it.
9. There is something about this song that is just catchy and makes me feel good.
10. Deep
C) For each song, describe what you think about the artist/band.
1. I like the Foo Fighters. I enjoy their lyrics and the musicianship.
2. Janis Joplin is a ballsy, bluesy woman.
3. I only know this one Staind song and I enjoy it.
4. Evanescence is awesome in their lyrics and music.
5. I enjoy Charlotte Martin a lot, her songs are deep.
6. This is the only song I know by John Mayer
7. Hinder is ok.
8. I really like Keith Urban.
9. Honestly, this is the only song I know by the Vines
10.I love Evanescences deep thoughts and lyrics.
A) Put your iPOD/mp3 player on shuffle & name the first 10 songs that play (title plus artist).
1. Best Of You- Foo Fighters
2. Another Piece of my heart- Janis Joplin
3. It's Been Awhile- Staind
4. Lacrymosa- Evanescence
5. On Your Shore- Charlotte Martin
6. Waiting On The World To Change- John Mayer
7. Nothing Good About Goodbye- Hinder
8. Tonight I Wanna Cry- Keith Urban
9. Get Free- The Vines
10. Give Unto Me- Evanescence
B) For each song, write what it means to you.
1. I like this song because he is telling someone he doesn't appreciate being abused and he is standing up for himself.
2. This is a cool song because it is so bluesy and she is telling it like it is.
3. .This song is just expressing himself and expressing his depression, I like it.
4. This song is a deep, penetrating song, like most of their songs. It helps me to think clearly about my own feelings.
5. The song On your shore is great, because it is expressing how she feels towards someone and how deeply she feels for that person.
6. This song is a hopeful song.
7. This is an honest song about the games that girls and guys play with each other.
8. This song is an emotional song and I enjoy it.
9. There is something about this song that is just catchy and makes me feel good.
10. Deep
C) For each song, describe what you think about the artist/band.
1. I like the Foo Fighters. I enjoy their lyrics and the musicianship.
2. Janis Joplin is a ballsy, bluesy woman.
3. I only know this one Staind song and I enjoy it.
4. Evanescence is awesome in their lyrics and music.
5. I enjoy Charlotte Martin a lot, her songs are deep.
6. This is the only song I know by John Mayer
7. Hinder is ok.
8. I really like Keith Urban.
9. Honestly, this is the only song I know by the Vines
10.I love Evanescences deep thoughts and lyrics.
100
1. How old will you be in five years?
37
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Monte came by and we ate dinner and talked about things. It was a great visit.
3. How tall are you?
5'7
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
March 26th, and slowly losing the battle of the bulge.
5. What's the last movie you saw?
Manchurian Canidate with Denziel Washington and Meryl Streep. It is a good movie. Thanks Monte for loaning it to me.
6. Who was the last person you called?
Monte
7. Who was the last person to call you?
Monte
8. Who was the last text message from that you received?
I think it was Karen.
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
My mom
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Depends
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
reading my new book that my sister Vickie bought me. It is called Shut up, Stop Whining, and Get a Life, it is an awesome book and I'm nearly finished. It is well worth a reread.
12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
My mom and dad were married for 50 years until my dad passed away.
13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
a week ago, I'm excited I get to see her tuesday
14. What color are your eyes?
blur
15. What time did you wake up today? 9am
16. What are you wearing right now?
my pjs
17. What is your favorite christmas song?
Little Drummer boy
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
ithe beach or anyplace where there is water
19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
the desert, though it depends.
20. Where do you want to travel to?
I want to see the whole entire world.
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
I hope to have my own business, wonderful friends and family to share things with and have my full health too.
22. Do you tan or burn?
I burn
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
When I was a little girl, I think 2nd grade the music teacher played the Banshee music for us and the sound freaked me out. I always thought he banshee was going to get me.
24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Today, when Monte flipped his football and it landed in my hair. Nice!!
25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
One.
26. How big is your bed?
It is a queen
27.Do you have a laptop or desktop?
desktop
28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with
29. What color are your sheets?
maroon
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
4.
31. What season is your favorite?
I like spring and fall.
32. What do you like about fall?
I love the changing colors and the crisp chilly weather.
33. What do you like about winter?
I'm not a fan
34. What do you like about summer?
I like the flowers and the vegetables that are being grown. And the warm weather.
35. What do you like about spring?
see everything come back up from the dead of winter.
36. How many states have you lived in?
4
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
9
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
barefeet or my clogs or flip flops
39. Are you a social person?
sometimes
40. What was the last thing you ate?
a good beef wrap
42. What is your favorite ice cream
fudge
43. What is your favorite dessert?
blueberry cheesecake
44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
clam chowder
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
grape
46. Do you like Chinese food?
I have to be in the mood
47. Do you like coffee?
it depends on if it is the cheap stuff or not.
48. How much water, a day, do you drink on average?
a lot
49. What do you drink in the morning?
water or juice
51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
no
52. Do you know how to play poker?
no
53. Do you like to cuddle?
yes
54. Have you ever been to Canada?
yes
55. Do you have an addictive personality?
only to food
56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
I eat at home
58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
no
59. Do you want kids?
no
60. Do you speak any other languages?
no
61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
yes
62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
yes, twice
63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
both are nice.
64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window
65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
yes
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
music and clothes
67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
no
68. What is your favorite TV show?
I like Heros and the Medium
69. Can you roll your tongue?
yes
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Monte and Russ
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no
72. What is your main ring tone?
I don't know what it is called.
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
I have a shirt that my mom made me and I want to make a pillow out of it or something, because I'll never be able to wear it again.
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
my blanket
75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
no
76. Do you sleep with your T.V. on or off?
off
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
none please
78. Do you flirt a lot?
not that I know of.
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
ranch or blue cheese
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
yes
82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?..
yes
83. Have you ever run out of gas?
yes
84. What is your usual bedtime?
depends
85. What was the last book you read?
I am reading it now. It is called Shut up, quite whinning, get alife. I am enjoying it. He puts Dr. Phil to shame.
86. Do you read the newspaper?
when I can.
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
yes
89. Do you watch soap operas?
only days of our lives.
90. Do you dance in the car?
only when there is a good song playing
91. What radio station did you last listen to?
I have a few
92. Who is the clostest picture of?
My dad and mom
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
a thank you card to Vickie for the book.
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
cardamon cinnomin
95. What is your favorite board game?
scrabble, monopoly
97. When was the last time you attended church?
a long time ago
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Mrs Darby and Mrs. Futrell
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
a week
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
I have had some special things done for me. Vickie buying and sending me a book, Monte encouraging me when someone is slandering my name, Amber and Christina agreeing to be witnesses, my sister in law going to Longview with me on Tuesday, many blessings.
37
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Monte came by and we ate dinner and talked about things. It was a great visit.
3. How tall are you?
5'7
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
March 26th, and slowly losing the battle of the bulge.
5. What's the last movie you saw?
Manchurian Canidate with Denziel Washington and Meryl Streep. It is a good movie. Thanks Monte for loaning it to me.
6. Who was the last person you called?
Monte
7. Who was the last person to call you?
Monte
8. Who was the last text message from that you received?
I think it was Karen.
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
My mom
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Depends
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
reading my new book that my sister Vickie bought me. It is called Shut up, Stop Whining, and Get a Life, it is an awesome book and I'm nearly finished. It is well worth a reread.
12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
My mom and dad were married for 50 years until my dad passed away.
13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
a week ago, I'm excited I get to see her tuesday
14. What color are your eyes?
blur
15. What time did you wake up today? 9am
16. What are you wearing right now?
my pjs
17. What is your favorite christmas song?
Little Drummer boy
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
ithe beach or anyplace where there is water
19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
the desert, though it depends.
20. Where do you want to travel to?
I want to see the whole entire world.
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
I hope to have my own business, wonderful friends and family to share things with and have my full health too.
22. Do you tan or burn?
I burn
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
When I was a little girl, I think 2nd grade the music teacher played the Banshee music for us and the sound freaked me out. I always thought he banshee was going to get me.
24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Today, when Monte flipped his football and it landed in my hair. Nice!!
25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
One.
26. How big is your bed?
It is a queen
27.Do you have a laptop or desktop?
desktop
28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with
29. What color are your sheets?
maroon
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
4.
31. What season is your favorite?
I like spring and fall.
32. What do you like about fall?
I love the changing colors and the crisp chilly weather.
33. What do you like about winter?
I'm not a fan
34. What do you like about summer?
I like the flowers and the vegetables that are being grown. And the warm weather.
35. What do you like about spring?
see everything come back up from the dead of winter.
36. How many states have you lived in?
4
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
9
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
barefeet or my clogs or flip flops
39. Are you a social person?
sometimes
40. What was the last thing you ate?
a good beef wrap
42. What is your favorite ice cream
fudge
43. What is your favorite dessert?
blueberry cheesecake
44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
clam chowder
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
grape
46. Do you like Chinese food?
I have to be in the mood
47. Do you like coffee?
it depends on if it is the cheap stuff or not.
48. How much water, a day, do you drink on average?
a lot
49. What do you drink in the morning?
water or juice
51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
no
52. Do you know how to play poker?
no
53. Do you like to cuddle?
yes
54. Have you ever been to Canada?
yes
55. Do you have an addictive personality?
only to food
56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
I eat at home
58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
no
59. Do you want kids?
no
60. Do you speak any other languages?
no
61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
yes
62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
yes, twice
63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
both are nice.
64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window
65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
yes
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
music and clothes
67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
no
68. What is your favorite TV show?
I like Heros and the Medium
69. Can you roll your tongue?
yes
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Monte and Russ
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no
72. What is your main ring tone?
I don't know what it is called.
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
I have a shirt that my mom made me and I want to make a pillow out of it or something, because I'll never be able to wear it again.
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
my blanket
75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
no
76. Do you sleep with your T.V. on or off?
off
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
none please
78. Do you flirt a lot?
not that I know of.
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
ranch or blue cheese
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
yes
82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?..
yes
83. Have you ever run out of gas?
yes
84. What is your usual bedtime?
depends
85. What was the last book you read?
I am reading it now. It is called Shut up, quite whinning, get alife. I am enjoying it. He puts Dr. Phil to shame.
86. Do you read the newspaper?
when I can.
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
yes
89. Do you watch soap operas?
only days of our lives.
90. Do you dance in the car?
only when there is a good song playing
91. What radio station did you last listen to?
I have a few
92. Who is the clostest picture of?
My dad and mom
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
a thank you card to Vickie for the book.
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
cardamon cinnomin
95. What is your favorite board game?
scrabble, monopoly
97. When was the last time you attended church?
a long time ago
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Mrs Darby and Mrs. Futrell
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
a week
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
I have had some special things done for me. Vickie buying and sending me a book, Monte encouraging me when someone is slandering my name, Amber and Christina agreeing to be witnesses, my sister in law going to Longview with me on Tuesday, many blessings.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Underneath It All
The Part of You That No One Sees |
 You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. |
Friday, March 09, 2007
Music
Mark/Bold what interests you.
Alternative:
Three Days Grace
Buckcherry
Linkin Park
Incubus
Breaking Benjamin
Nine Inch Nails
3 Doors Down
30 Seconds to Mars
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Muse
Black Metal:
Cradle of Filth
Dimmu Borgir
Behemoth
Dark Funeral
Psyclon Nine
Vital Remains
DISSECTION
BELPHEGOR
Emperor
TURISAS
Classic Rock:
Alice Cooper
U2
Black Sabbath
The Eagles
Def Leopard
The Doors
The Who
The Feeling
Bob Dylan
Cheap Trick
Country:
Rascal Flatts
Carrie Underwood
Taylor Swift
Keith Urban
Kenny Chesney
Brad Paisley
The Dixie Chicks
Trace Adkins
Brooks and Dunn
Tim McGraw
Emo:
Senses Fail
Weezer
Something Corporate
Horse the Band
Silverstein
Boys Like Girls
Bayside
The Suicide Pact
6ITH SENSE
FINLEY
Experimental:
cKy
Gnarls Barkley
Air
Deftones
Bobby Valentino
Thrice
The Fall of Troy
The Starting Line
The Mars Volta
Tori Amos
Grunge:
Nirvana
Pearl Jam
Stone Temple Pilots
Pavement
Alice in Chains
Start Trouble
Herman Dune
GYROSCOPE
Screaming Trees
Streetlight Manifesto
Hardcore:
Killswitch Engage
Korn
Rise Against
Staind
As I Lay Dying
Drop Dead, Gorgeous
Slayer
All That Remains
Story of the Year
Hatebreed
Hip Hop:
Akon
Lil Wayne
Ciara
Pretty Ricky
Ying Yang Twins
Young Jeezy
Paul Wall
Yung Joc
Ne-Yo
Beyonce
Indie:
hellogoodbye
The Killers
Say Anything
Plain White T's
Shiny Toy Guns
Bloc Party
The Kooks
Frou Frou
Death Cab for Cutie
Tegan and Sara
Pop:
Avril Lavigne
Cascada
Fergie
Monica
The Fray
Nelly Furtado
Edwin McCain
Robin Thicke
Christina Aguilera
Justin Timberlake
Pop Punk:
Hawthorne Heights
Fall Out Boy
Relient K
Amber Pacific
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Good Charlotte
Simple Plan
Green Day
Bowling for Soup
New Found Glory
Ska:
Reel Big Fish
Toots And The Maytals
Less Than Jake
Alex Campos
The Dead 60s
Big D and the Kids Table
Panteon Rococo
Catch 22
Babylon Circus
Los Pericos
Alternative:
Three Days Grace
Buckcherry
Linkin Park
Incubus
Breaking Benjamin
Nine Inch Nails
3 Doors Down
30 Seconds to Mars
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Muse
Black Metal:
Cradle of Filth
Dimmu Borgir
Behemoth
Dark Funeral
Psyclon Nine
Vital Remains
DISSECTION
BELPHEGOR
Emperor
TURISAS
Classic Rock:
Alice Cooper
U2
Black Sabbath
The Eagles
Def Leopard
The Doors
The Who
The Feeling
Bob Dylan
Cheap Trick
Country:
Rascal Flatts
Carrie Underwood
Taylor Swift
Keith Urban
Kenny Chesney
Brad Paisley
The Dixie Chicks
Trace Adkins
Brooks and Dunn
Tim McGraw
Emo:
Senses Fail
Weezer
Something Corporate
Horse the Band
Silverstein
Boys Like Girls
Bayside
The Suicide Pact
6ITH SENSE
FINLEY
Experimental:
cKy
Gnarls Barkley
Air
Deftones
Bobby Valentino
Thrice
The Fall of Troy
The Starting Line
The Mars Volta
Tori Amos
Grunge:
Nirvana
Pearl Jam
Stone Temple Pilots
Pavement
Alice in Chains
Start Trouble
Herman Dune
GYROSCOPE
Screaming Trees
Streetlight Manifesto
Hardcore:
Killswitch Engage
Korn
Rise Against
Staind
As I Lay Dying
Drop Dead, Gorgeous
Slayer
All That Remains
Story of the Year
Hatebreed
Hip Hop:
Akon
Lil Wayne
Ciara
Pretty Ricky
Ying Yang Twins
Young Jeezy
Paul Wall
Yung Joc
Ne-Yo
Beyonce
Indie:
hellogoodbye
The Killers
Say Anything
Plain White T's
Shiny Toy Guns
Bloc Party
The Kooks
Frou Frou
Death Cab for Cutie
Tegan and Sara
Pop:
Avril Lavigne
Cascada
Fergie
Monica
The Fray
Nelly Furtado
Edwin McCain
Robin Thicke
Christina Aguilera
Justin Timberlake
Pop Punk:
Hawthorne Heights
Fall Out Boy
Relient K
Amber Pacific
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Good Charlotte
Simple Plan
Green Day
Bowling for Soup
New Found Glory
Ska:
Reel Big Fish
Toots And The Maytals
Less Than Jake
Alex Campos
The Dead 60s
Big D and the Kids Table
Panteon Rococo
Catch 22
Babylon Circus
Los Pericos
Books, Yes, More Books
*Look at the list of books below.
*Bold the ones you’ve read.
*Italicize the ones you want to read.
*leave same the ones that you aren’t interested in.
*If you are reading this, tag you’re it.
1. The Da Vinci Code (Dan Brown)
2. Pride and Prejudice (Jane Austen)
3. To Kill A Mockingbird (Harper Lee)
4. Gone With The Wind (Margaret Mitchell)
5. The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King (Tolkien)
6. The Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring (Tolkien)
7. The Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (Tolkien)
8. Anne of Green Gables (L.M. Montgomery)
9. Outlander (Diana Gabaldon)
10. A Fine Balance (Rohinton Mistry)
11. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Rowling)
12. Angels and Demons (Dan Brown)
13. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Rowling)
14. A Prayer for Owen Meany (John Irving)
15. Memoirs of a Geisha (Arthur Golden)
16. Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone (Rowling)
17. Fall on Your Knees (Ann-Marie MacDonald)
18. The Stand (Stephen King)
19. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (Rowling)
20. Jane Eyre (Charlotte Bronte)
21. The Hobbit (Tolkien)
22. The Catcher in the Rye (J.D. Salinger)
23. Little Women (Louisa May Alcott)
24. The Lovely Bones (Alice Sebold)
25. Life of Pi (Yann Martel)
26. The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy (Douglas Adams)
27. Wuthering Heights (Emily Bronte)
28. The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe (C. S. Lewis)
29. East of Eden (John Steinbeck)
30. Tuesdays with Morrie(Mitch Albom)
31. Dune (Frank Herbert)
32. The Notebook (Nicholas Sparks)
33. Atlas Shrugged (Ayn Rand)
34. 1984 (Orwell)
35. The Mists of Avalon (Marion Zimmer Bradley)
36. The Pillars of the Earth (Ken Follett)
37. The Power of One (Bryce Courtenay)
38. I Know This Much is True (Wally Lamb)
39. The Red Tent (Anita Diamant)
40. The Alchemist (Paulo Coelho)
41. The Clan of the Cave Bear (Jean M. Auel)
42. The Kite Runner (Khaled Hosseini)
43. Confessions of a Shopaholic (Sophie Kinsella)
44. The Five People You Meet In Heaven (Mitch Albom)
45. Bible
46. Anna Karenina (Tolstoy)
47. The Count of Monte Cristo (Alexandre Dumas)
48. Angela’s Ashes (Frank McCourt)
49. The Grapes of Wrath (John Steinbeck)
50. She’s Come Undone (Wally Lamb)
51. The Poisonwood Bible (Barbara Kingsolver)
52. A Tale of Two Cities (Dickens)
53. Ender’s Game (Orson Scott Card)
54. Great Expectations (Dickens)
55. The Great Gatsby (Fitzgerald)
56. The Stone Angel (Margaret Laurence)
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (Rowling)
58. The Thorn Birds (Colleen McCullough)
59. The Handmaid’s Tale (Margaret Atwood)
60. The Time Traveller’s Wife (Audrey Niffenegger)
61. Crime and Punishment (Fyodor Dostoyevsky)
62. The Fountainhead (Ayn Rand)
63. War and Peace (Tolstoy)
64. Interview With The Vampire (Anne Rice)
65. Fifth Business (Robertson Davis)
66. One Hundred Years Of Solitude (Gabriel Garcia Marquez)
67. The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants (Ann Brashares)
68. Catch-22 (Joseph Heller)
69. Les Miserables (Hugo)
70. The Little Prince (Antoine de Saint-Exupery)
71. Bridget Jones’ Diary (Fielding)
72. Love in the Time of Cholera (Marquez)
73. Shogun (James Clavell)
74. The English Patient (Michael Ondaatje)
75. The Secret Garden (Frances Hodgson Burnett)
76. The Summer Tree (Guy Gavriel Kay)
77. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn (Betty Smith)
78. The World According To Garp (John Irving)
79. The Diviners (Margaret Laurence)
80. Charlotte’s Web (E.B. White)
81. Not Wanted On The Voyage (Timothy Findley)
82. Of Mice And Men (Steinbeck)
83. Rebecca (Daphne DuMaurier)
84. Wizard’s First Rule (Terry Goodkind)
85. Emma (Jane Austen)
86. Watership Down (Richard Adams)
87. Brave New World (Aldous Huxley)
88. The Stone Diaries (Carol Shields)
89. Blindness (Jose Saramago)
90. Kane and Abel (Jeffrey Archer)
91. In The Skin Of A Lion (Ondaatje)
92. Lord of the Flies (Golding)
93. The Good Earth (Pearl S. Buck)
94. The Secret Life of Bees (Sue Monk Kidd)
95. The Bourne Identity (Robert Ludlum)
96. The Outsiders (S.E. Hinton)
97. White Oleander (Janet Fitch)
98. A Woman of Substance (Barbara Taylor Bradford)
99. The Celestine Prophecy (James Redfield)
100. Ulysses (James Joyce)
*Bold the ones you’ve read.
*Italicize the ones you want to read.
*leave same the ones that you aren’t interested in.
*If you are reading this, tag you’re it.
1. The Da Vinci Code (Dan Brown)
2. Pride and Prejudice (Jane Austen)
3. To Kill A Mockingbird (Harper Lee)
4. Gone With The Wind (Margaret Mitchell)
5. The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King (Tolkien)
6. The Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring (Tolkien)
7. The Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (Tolkien)
8. Anne of Green Gables (L.M. Montgomery)
9. Outlander (Diana Gabaldon)
10. A Fine Balance (Rohinton Mistry)
11. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Rowling)
12. Angels and Demons (Dan Brown)
13. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Rowling)
14. A Prayer for Owen Meany (John Irving)
15. Memoirs of a Geisha (Arthur Golden)
16. Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone (Rowling)
17. Fall on Your Knees (Ann-Marie MacDonald)
18. The Stand (Stephen King)
19. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (Rowling)
20. Jane Eyre (Charlotte Bronte)
21. The Hobbit (Tolkien)
22. The Catcher in the Rye (J.D. Salinger)
23. Little Women (Louisa May Alcott)
24. The Lovely Bones (Alice Sebold)
25. Life of Pi (Yann Martel)
26. The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy (Douglas Adams)
27. Wuthering Heights (Emily Bronte)
28. The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe (C. S. Lewis)
29. East of Eden (John Steinbeck)
30. Tuesdays with Morrie(Mitch Albom)
31. Dune (Frank Herbert)
32. The Notebook (Nicholas Sparks)
33. Atlas Shrugged (Ayn Rand)
34. 1984 (Orwell)
35. The Mists of Avalon (Marion Zimmer Bradley)
36. The Pillars of the Earth (Ken Follett)
37. The Power of One (Bryce Courtenay)
38. I Know This Much is True (Wally Lamb)
39. The Red Tent (Anita Diamant)
40. The Alchemist (Paulo Coelho)
41. The Clan of the Cave Bear (Jean M. Auel)
42. The Kite Runner (Khaled Hosseini)
43. Confessions of a Shopaholic (Sophie Kinsella)
44. The Five People You Meet In Heaven (Mitch Albom)
45. Bible
46. Anna Karenina (Tolstoy)
47. The Count of Monte Cristo (Alexandre Dumas)
48. Angela’s Ashes (Frank McCourt)
49. The Grapes of Wrath (John Steinbeck)
50. She’s Come Undone (Wally Lamb)
51. The Poisonwood Bible (Barbara Kingsolver)
52. A Tale of Two Cities (Dickens)
53. Ender’s Game (Orson Scott Card)
54. Great Expectations (Dickens)
55. The Great Gatsby (Fitzgerald)
56. The Stone Angel (Margaret Laurence)
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (Rowling)
58. The Thorn Birds (Colleen McCullough)
59. The Handmaid’s Tale (Margaret Atwood)
60. The Time Traveller’s Wife (Audrey Niffenegger)
61. Crime and Punishment (Fyodor Dostoyevsky)
62. The Fountainhead (Ayn Rand)
63. War and Peace (Tolstoy)
64. Interview With The Vampire (Anne Rice)
65. Fifth Business (Robertson Davis)
66. One Hundred Years Of Solitude (Gabriel Garcia Marquez)
67. The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants (Ann Brashares)
68. Catch-22 (Joseph Heller)
69. Les Miserables (Hugo)
70. The Little Prince (Antoine de Saint-Exupery)
71. Bridget Jones’ Diary (Fielding)
72. Love in the Time of Cholera (Marquez)
73. Shogun (James Clavell)
74. The English Patient (Michael Ondaatje)
75. The Secret Garden (Frances Hodgson Burnett)
76. The Summer Tree (Guy Gavriel Kay)
77. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn (Betty Smith)
78. The World According To Garp (John Irving)
79. The Diviners (Margaret Laurence)
80. Charlotte’s Web (E.B. White)
81. Not Wanted On The Voyage (Timothy Findley)
82. Of Mice And Men (Steinbeck)
83. Rebecca (Daphne DuMaurier)
84. Wizard’s First Rule (Terry Goodkind)
85. Emma (Jane Austen)
86. Watership Down (Richard Adams)
87. Brave New World (Aldous Huxley)
88. The Stone Diaries (Carol Shields)
89. Blindness (Jose Saramago)
90. Kane and Abel (Jeffrey Archer)
91. In The Skin Of A Lion (Ondaatje)
92. Lord of the Flies (Golding)
93. The Good Earth (Pearl S. Buck)
94. The Secret Life of Bees (Sue Monk Kidd)
95. The Bourne Identity (Robert Ludlum)
96. The Outsiders (S.E. Hinton)
97. White Oleander (Janet Fitch)
98. A Woman of Substance (Barbara Taylor Bradford)
99. The Celestine Prophecy (James Redfield)
100. Ulysses (James Joyce)
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Rare, Indeed
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) |
 Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. |
Friday, March 02, 2007
My Dosha
Your Dosha is Kapha |
 Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments. |
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Three Things
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jamiers
2. Jam
3. Mcwalker
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Huge ugly snakes
2. Losing loved ones
3. Truck drivers
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
1. Being with people I love
2. The smell after a good rain
3. The beach
THREE THINGS YOU HATE:
1. People who are thoughtless, inconsiderate, and reckless with themselves and others.
2. Hominy
3. Snakes
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Water
2. A good bra
3. Cheese
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My purple tie die shirt
2. My purple lounge pants
3. Hair claw
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Their humor and wit
2. Glowing eyes
3. Their hands
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Photography
2. Reading books
3. Growing plants outside and indoors.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. Pay all my bills off in full.
2. My sister Vickie to come out for a visit from Alabama
3. For my headache to go away.
THREE CAREERS YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Photographer
2. Counselor
3. A massage therapist
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. Italy
3. France
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel around the world.
2. Meet Oprah (I agree Kelly)
3. Reach all my goals without losing the sense of who I am, and the people who love me.
1. Jamiers
2. Jam
3. Mcwalker
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Huge ugly snakes
2. Losing loved ones
3. Truck drivers
THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
1. Being with people I love
2. The smell after a good rain
3. The beach
THREE THINGS YOU HATE:
1. People who are thoughtless, inconsiderate, and reckless with themselves and others.
2. Hominy
3. Snakes
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Water
2. A good bra
3. Cheese
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My purple tie die shirt
2. My purple lounge pants
3. Hair claw
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Their humor and wit
2. Glowing eyes
3. Their hands
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Photography
2. Reading books
3. Growing plants outside and indoors.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. Pay all my bills off in full.
2. My sister Vickie to come out for a visit from Alabama
3. For my headache to go away.
THREE CAREERS YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Photographer
2. Counselor
3. A massage therapist
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. Italy
3. France
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel around the world.
2. Meet Oprah (I agree Kelly)
3. Reach all my goals without losing the sense of who I am, and the people who love me.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Signs From A Movie
I see myself in the character of Frances in the movie “Under The Tuscan Sun”. This morning, because I am having feelings that are welling up inside of me, I decided instead of eating, I will watch a movie. “Under The Tuscan Sun” is one of my favorite movies ever, though this morning, I saw it in a whole new light. I got some wisdom, advice, soul warmth from the movie that I didn’t before. Has that ever happened to you? You have watched a movie many times, then one particular time, suddenly, like a flash, there is a new aspect you never thought about before. So, like a student, waiting to gleam from a teacher, I took down my thoughts during the movie.
What fully brought my attention to this new insight was what Patty said to Frances at the restaurant. “I think you’re in danger of never recovering. You know, when you come across those empty shell people and you think to yourself, what the hell happened to you? There comes a time in each one of those lives that they were standing at a crossroads, someplace where they had to decide to turn left or right. This is no time for you to be a chicken shit.” This bold, blunt comment made me realize some things about myself. I have two roads that I can go on, they have been starring at me for a long, long time. I have chosen not to look in either direction. I have chosen to stay stagnate. I’m not blaming anyone for my decision. I have had some great people in my life who have been telling me for the last three years, since my independence day about my stagnation. Two truly awesome friends Amber and Monte, have taken the bull by the horns and moved on with the crippling pains and rejections that they have experienced in their lives and made themselves happier and more content. This ability is something that I admire and respect about both of them. Though they are still struggling, at least they are moving towards the right direction for them. I am happy for them. They both deserve it. My sister Vickie, she is more blunt, but has a heart of gold, I am glad that we are from the same blood line. I realize that I have many strong courageous women in my life, though they have different beliefs, talents, opinions, and paths, they have still stood by me and encouraged me, though I have been standing in the cesspool that I have been in. My mom, Vickie, Carri, Kris, Joy, Sarah, Nichole Amber, Linda, Jackie, Carissa, Lorraine, and there have been several guys too, Rob, Rick, Jesse, Joshua, Russ, and Monte. I feel blessed for these wonderful people in my life.
I’m still in uncharted territory and there are a lot of my questions that I have not received answers too yet, patients is not a virtue of mine at all.
Another good dialogue in “Under The Tuscan Sun” is when she is talking to Catherine. Catherine’s advice from her beloved FeFe is “Live spherically, in many directions, never lose your childish enthusiasm and things will go your way.” I liked this because it is good advice. Advice I need to have injected into my brain and remember during the moments that are difficult. During the movie, I felt Frances’ pain, and emotional depression, because I am feeling it in many ways. So, when she is talking to someone and says this, I am wanting the same things and thinking the same thoughts about myself. “I’m sick of being afraid all the time, I still want things. I want someone to cook for, I want a wedding in this house, I want a family in this house.” This hit home for me, because at this point, I’m sick of being afraid all the time. My fear has paralyzed me from the beginning and it is driving me crazy. And I too want someone to cook for and a family. She realizes she has this, and I am slowly doing the same thing. So, when Catherine said to Frances “Regrets are a waste of time, they are the past crippling you in the present. How are you going to be happy, if you keep wallowing? Go work on your house, GO.” Well, I don’t have a house to work on, so I am taking it to mean my body, soul, and spirit. I have been holding onto the past in many ways, not letting things go. I have moments of happiness, but I also run from it. It doesn’t make sense, that something that I crave, I run from. That is how it is for me, I am coming to the understanding, that I can’t change my past. It was what I was dealt, I had no control, and really I don’t have control over anyone else but me. That is something that I must relinquish in order to find my inner peace and sanity. I have to stop letting these negative thoughts, habits, and people that are in my life go and let them run where they need to go. I can’t change them, I can’t make them be who I see them as. I can see all the things they want and I want them to have it, just like they do me too. It isn’t fair of me to criticize them for the self doubts and self abuse they have in their lives, because, hey, I have them too. All I can do is stand by them, just like I’d like them to do for me. I said that my quest this year was finding my balance, my inner strength, peace, and love for me, well, I have been noticing signs, abilities, and it is wonderful at the moment. Just when I needed an uplifting, I sure got one. In a movie, that I have seen a thousand times and it is a heaven sent to me today.
What fully brought my attention to this new insight was what Patty said to Frances at the restaurant. “I think you’re in danger of never recovering. You know, when you come across those empty shell people and you think to yourself, what the hell happened to you? There comes a time in each one of those lives that they were standing at a crossroads, someplace where they had to decide to turn left or right. This is no time for you to be a chicken shit.” This bold, blunt comment made me realize some things about myself. I have two roads that I can go on, they have been starring at me for a long, long time. I have chosen not to look in either direction. I have chosen to stay stagnate. I’m not blaming anyone for my decision. I have had some great people in my life who have been telling me for the last three years, since my independence day about my stagnation. Two truly awesome friends Amber and Monte, have taken the bull by the horns and moved on with the crippling pains and rejections that they have experienced in their lives and made themselves happier and more content. This ability is something that I admire and respect about both of them. Though they are still struggling, at least they are moving towards the right direction for them. I am happy for them. They both deserve it. My sister Vickie, she is more blunt, but has a heart of gold, I am glad that we are from the same blood line. I realize that I have many strong courageous women in my life, though they have different beliefs, talents, opinions, and paths, they have still stood by me and encouraged me, though I have been standing in the cesspool that I have been in. My mom, Vickie, Carri, Kris, Joy, Sarah, Nichole Amber, Linda, Jackie, Carissa, Lorraine, and there have been several guys too, Rob, Rick, Jesse, Joshua, Russ, and Monte. I feel blessed for these wonderful people in my life.
I’m still in uncharted territory and there are a lot of my questions that I have not received answers too yet, patients is not a virtue of mine at all.
Another good dialogue in “Under The Tuscan Sun” is when she is talking to Catherine. Catherine’s advice from her beloved FeFe is “Live spherically, in many directions, never lose your childish enthusiasm and things will go your way.” I liked this because it is good advice. Advice I need to have injected into my brain and remember during the moments that are difficult. During the movie, I felt Frances’ pain, and emotional depression, because I am feeling it in many ways. So, when she is talking to someone and says this, I am wanting the same things and thinking the same thoughts about myself. “I’m sick of being afraid all the time, I still want things. I want someone to cook for, I want a wedding in this house, I want a family in this house.” This hit home for me, because at this point, I’m sick of being afraid all the time. My fear has paralyzed me from the beginning and it is driving me crazy. And I too want someone to cook for and a family. She realizes she has this, and I am slowly doing the same thing. So, when Catherine said to Frances “Regrets are a waste of time, they are the past crippling you in the present. How are you going to be happy, if you keep wallowing? Go work on your house, GO.” Well, I don’t have a house to work on, so I am taking it to mean my body, soul, and spirit. I have been holding onto the past in many ways, not letting things go. I have moments of happiness, but I also run from it. It doesn’t make sense, that something that I crave, I run from. That is how it is for me, I am coming to the understanding, that I can’t change my past. It was what I was dealt, I had no control, and really I don’t have control over anyone else but me. That is something that I must relinquish in order to find my inner peace and sanity. I have to stop letting these negative thoughts, habits, and people that are in my life go and let them run where they need to go. I can’t change them, I can’t make them be who I see them as. I can see all the things they want and I want them to have it, just like they do me too. It isn’t fair of me to criticize them for the self doubts and self abuse they have in their lives, because, hey, I have them too. All I can do is stand by them, just like I’d like them to do for me. I said that my quest this year was finding my balance, my inner strength, peace, and love for me, well, I have been noticing signs, abilities, and it is wonderful at the moment. Just when I needed an uplifting, I sure got one. In a movie, that I have seen a thousand times and it is a heaven sent to me today.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Unknown Facts/Secrets About Me
Subject 35 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:
Body: Be 100% truthful!
1. When was the last time you washed your hair?
Yesterday morning.
2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
drinking tea and watching the birds.
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
typing.
4. Are you any good at math?
nope
7. Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nope
8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
yes
9. Last thing received in mail?
junk
10. How many different drinks have you had today?
mint ice tea and water.
11. Do you make wishes on stars?
nope
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
usually.
13. Any plans for tonight?
I plan on staying home, being on the internet, watch some TV, read, and hit the sack.
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
Yes
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
being drilled.
16. What's outside your front door?
a hallway and stairs.
17. Do you have plans on Friday night?
this is friday and no I don't. .
18. Do you like the ocean?
Yes, I love the ocean, the beac. The surf is so calming and so is the wet, gritty feeling of the sand on my feet..
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn?
NOt that I recall.
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Yes
22. Something you are excited about?
a few things, losing more weight, I've lost 40 pounds now since november when I had my surgery, seeing Amber next Friday, meeting my new baby kitty, spring, plants coming up, and oh yes, the new heros show coming on Monday.
23. Who around you has the most problems?
Me and my people take turns.
24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no
wheres 25?????
26. Where do you keep your change?
in a bowl.
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Class
28. Do you like anyone right now?
I like everyone in my life.
29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
I honestly don't remember.
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
open.
and wheres 31?????
32. Do you like your middle name?
no, but it is apart of me now.
33.Who are you thinking about right now?
no one imparticular.
34. Do you consider your best friends family?
Yes
35. What are you favorite foods?
I love cheese, cheese on lots of things is awesome. Now I know that Mandy and Amber feel the same way. I love it.
Body: Be 100% truthful!
1. When was the last time you washed your hair?
Yesterday morning.
2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
drinking tea and watching the birds.
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
typing.
4. Are you any good at math?
nope
7. Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nope
8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
yes
9. Last thing received in mail?
junk
10. How many different drinks have you had today?
mint ice tea and water.
11. Do you make wishes on stars?
nope
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
usually.
13. Any plans for tonight?
I plan on staying home, being on the internet, watch some TV, read, and hit the sack.
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
Yes
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
being drilled.
16. What's outside your front door?
a hallway and stairs.
17. Do you have plans on Friday night?
this is friday and no I don't. .
18. Do you like the ocean?
Yes, I love the ocean, the beac. The surf is so calming and so is the wet, gritty feeling of the sand on my feet..
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn?
NOt that I recall.
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Yes
22. Something you are excited about?
a few things, losing more weight, I've lost 40 pounds now since november when I had my surgery, seeing Amber next Friday, meeting my new baby kitty, spring, plants coming up, and oh yes, the new heros show coming on Monday.
23. Who around you has the most problems?
Me and my people take turns.
24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no
wheres 25?????
26. Where do you keep your change?
in a bowl.
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Class
28. Do you like anyone right now?
I like everyone in my life.
29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
I honestly don't remember.
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
open.
and wheres 31?????
32. Do you like your middle name?
no, but it is apart of me now.
33.Who are you thinking about right now?
no one imparticular.
34. Do you consider your best friends family?
Yes
35. What are you favorite foods?
I love cheese, cheese on lots of things is awesome. Now I know that Mandy and Amber feel the same way. I love it.
A Survey About Me
Survey About You...
1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday:
My sister
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
drinking tea and watching the birds on my birdfeeder.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
sitting on the couch, watching TV
What is something that happened to you in 1994?
I was working for Marilyn, until she passed away.
5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
I love you and I'll talk to you later.
6. How many different things did you drink today?
two
7. What color is your hairbrush?
black and silver
8. What is the last thing that you bought?
groceries
9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday?
Dinner
10. What color is your front door?
cream or white
11. Where do you keep your change?
in a bowl.
12. What was the weather like today?
cold, sunny, and wet. Typical north west weather for this time of year.
13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
peppermint chocolate.
14. What is something you are excited about?
spring is coming, court being over, and the 40 pounds I've lost so far.
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
Last spring, I saw it on my back deck going across the freeway, it was so beautiful.
16. What size shoe do you wear?
10, I have huge feet, but they are mine.
17. Do you have a sister?
Yes, I have three awesome sisters.
18. Are you very random?
I can be, when I'm in the mood.
19. Do you want to cut your hair?
eventually, I'd like to.
20. Are you over the age of 25?
Yep and proud of it too.
21. Do you talk a lot?
depends on who I am around.
22. Do you watch The O.C.?
nope
23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
no
24. Do you know anyone named Charles?
No
25. Do you make up your own words?
Yes, I've been aggressified, Remember that one Amber? LOL
26. Are you ticklish?
Yes
27. Are you typically a jealous person?
Not usually. I think every person can be that way, if they choose to be.
28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B":
Betty
29. What did the last text message you send say?
what?
30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
Vickie
31. What did the last text message you received say?
too private
32. Do you chew on your straws?
yes
33. Do you have curly hair?
no
34. What is the next concert you're going to?
Pat Benetar.
35. Who is the worst person in your life?
Well, I don't have anyone who is horrible in my life anymore. It seems that the people who are not meant to be are not there anymore. Sometimes things happen for a reason and we can't control them and we have to learn from our mistakes and from others. I'm learning that. I've hit the cement wall a few times on that one.
36. How many times have you swore today?
none
37. What is something you say a lot?
you know what
38. What is the last thing you ate?
sunflower seeds.
39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
nope
40. Do you have work tomorrow?
yes
41. Is marriage in your future?
I can't speculate on that one. If it is, it will happen, if not, it won't.
42. When was the last time you said "I love you."?
today to my sister.
43. what should you be doing now?
putting the clean sheets on my bed.
44. Do you have a nickname?
With different people I do.
45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
I can be.
46. When was the last time you used a skateboard?
when I was younger, Ric and I use to skateboard at the old skating park in Longview.
47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
I have not been to the movies in ages, so I can't answer this question.
49. When was the last time you did the dishes... be honest?
yesterday, actually the dishwasher did the dishes, I lived without a dishwasher for 11 years and now I am blessed with one. I love it.
50. Are you currently depressed?
I'm getting out of that dark period of my life. I"m choosing to be happy and letting the slanderous people go and do their own thing. What they say, write, tell me, isn't going to hurt me anymore.
51. What are you listening to right now?
myself typing.
52. Favorite Beer?
Corona
53. East or West?
west
54. Import or Domestic?
depends on the beer.
55. DO you drop your cell phone?
Yes, i'm fly like that. .
1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday:
My sister
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
drinking tea and watching the birds on my birdfeeder.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
sitting on the couch, watching TV
What is something that happened to you in 1994?
I was working for Marilyn, until she passed away.
5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
I love you and I'll talk to you later.
6. How many different things did you drink today?
two
7. What color is your hairbrush?
black and silver
8. What is the last thing that you bought?
groceries
9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday?
Dinner
10. What color is your front door?
cream or white
11. Where do you keep your change?
in a bowl.
12. What was the weather like today?
cold, sunny, and wet. Typical north west weather for this time of year.
13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
peppermint chocolate.
14. What is something you are excited about?
spring is coming, court being over, and the 40 pounds I've lost so far.
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
Last spring, I saw it on my back deck going across the freeway, it was so beautiful.
16. What size shoe do you wear?
10, I have huge feet, but they are mine.
17. Do you have a sister?
Yes, I have three awesome sisters.
18. Are you very random?
I can be, when I'm in the mood.
19. Do you want to cut your hair?
eventually, I'd like to.
20. Are you over the age of 25?
Yep and proud of it too.
21. Do you talk a lot?
depends on who I am around.
22. Do you watch The O.C.?
nope
23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
no
24. Do you know anyone named Charles?
No
25. Do you make up your own words?
Yes, I've been aggressified, Remember that one Amber? LOL
26. Are you ticklish?
Yes
27. Are you typically a jealous person?
Not usually. I think every person can be that way, if they choose to be.
28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B":
Betty
29. What did the last text message you send say?
what?
30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
Vickie
31. What did the last text message you received say?
too private
32. Do you chew on your straws?
yes
33. Do you have curly hair?
no
34. What is the next concert you're going to?
Pat Benetar.
35. Who is the worst person in your life?
Well, I don't have anyone who is horrible in my life anymore. It seems that the people who are not meant to be are not there anymore. Sometimes things happen for a reason and we can't control them and we have to learn from our mistakes and from others. I'm learning that. I've hit the cement wall a few times on that one.
36. How many times have you swore today?
none
37. What is something you say a lot?
you know what
38. What is the last thing you ate?
sunflower seeds.
39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
nope
40. Do you have work tomorrow?
yes
41. Is marriage in your future?
I can't speculate on that one. If it is, it will happen, if not, it won't.
42. When was the last time you said "I love you."?
today to my sister.
43. what should you be doing now?
putting the clean sheets on my bed.
44. Do you have a nickname?
With different people I do.
45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
I can be.
46. When was the last time you used a skateboard?
when I was younger, Ric and I use to skateboard at the old skating park in Longview.
47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
I have not been to the movies in ages, so I can't answer this question.
49. When was the last time you did the dishes... be honest?
yesterday, actually the dishwasher did the dishes, I lived without a dishwasher for 11 years and now I am blessed with one. I love it.
50. Are you currently depressed?
I'm getting out of that dark period of my life. I"m choosing to be happy and letting the slanderous people go and do their own thing. What they say, write, tell me, isn't going to hurt me anymore.
51. What are you listening to right now?
myself typing.
52. Favorite Beer?
Corona
53. East or West?
west
54. Import or Domestic?
depends on the beer.
55. DO you drop your cell phone?
Yes, i'm fly like that. .
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
A Reading
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Monday, February 19, 2007
HI, My Name Is Jamie
1. Hi, my name is... Jamie
2. Never in my life have I... swam with dolphins.
3. The one person who can drive me nuts is... My family
4. High school…has good and bad memories for me.
5. When I'm nervous...I bite my nails.
6. The last time I cried was...a few days ago.
7. If I were to get married right now my wedding would be...none existent.
8. My hair is...brown and long.
9. When I was 7...I lived in Wyoming.
10. Last Christmas...was boring.
11. I should be...taking the trash out.
12. When I look down I see...my burgundy blanket.
13. The craziest recent event was...a car backed into my apartment.
14. If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be…Phoebe.
15. By this time, next year...I will be skinnier and happier.
16. My current gripe is...my weight, school, and other things.
17. I have a hard time understanding...humans.
18. There's this girl I know who...is a fabulous mother of two boys.
19. You know I like you when...I listen to your problems and try to help you.
20. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be...My mom.
21. Take my advice...never lose sight of your dreams.
22. My most wanted item is...a decent car, a new clothes.
23. If you visited the place I was born...you would see that I didn’t turn out so terrible, considering the numb skulls that live there.
24. I plan to visit...Longview.
25. If you spend the night at my house....you would have to sleep on the couch.
26. I'd stop my wedding if...I found out my fiancé cheated on me.
27. The world could do without...crocodiles.
28. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than...that is too gross to answer, sorry.
29. Most recent thing I've bought myself...Yoplait yogurt.
30. Most recent thing someone else bought me...a 20 dollar gift card at Fred Meyers.
31. My favorite blonde is…my big sister, Victoria.
32. My favorite brunette is...Amber Dawn McDaniel Hill Connely.
33. My favorite redhead is...Tori Amos
34. My middle name is...Jean
35. This morning I...replanted all my house plants.
36. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are... Humans.
37. Once, at a bar...I tied a cherry stem with my tongue into a knot and got money for it.
38. Last night I was...sleeping.
39. There's this guy I know who...is hilarious, fickle, witty, and charming, but can also be a complete ass, but I like him anyways.
40. I don't know...a lot of things.
41. A better name for me would be...I can’t imagine me with a different name.
42. Tomorrow I am...redecorating and cleaning house…
43. My birthday is...May 21st
44. What I really want for Valentine's Day is...peace, hope, and love for everyone.
2. Never in my life have I... swam with dolphins.
3. The one person who can drive me nuts is... My family
4. High school…has good and bad memories for me.
5. When I'm nervous...I bite my nails.
6. The last time I cried was...a few days ago.
7. If I were to get married right now my wedding would be...none existent.
8. My hair is...brown and long.
9. When I was 7...I lived in Wyoming.
10. Last Christmas...was boring.
11. I should be...taking the trash out.
12. When I look down I see...my burgundy blanket.
13. The craziest recent event was...a car backed into my apartment.
14. If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be…Phoebe.
15. By this time, next year...I will be skinnier and happier.
16. My current gripe is...my weight, school, and other things.
17. I have a hard time understanding...humans.
18. There's this girl I know who...is a fabulous mother of two boys.
19. You know I like you when...I listen to your problems and try to help you.
20. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be...My mom.
21. Take my advice...never lose sight of your dreams.
22. My most wanted item is...a decent car, a new clothes.
23. If you visited the place I was born...you would see that I didn’t turn out so terrible, considering the numb skulls that live there.
24. I plan to visit...Longview.
25. If you spend the night at my house....you would have to sleep on the couch.
26. I'd stop my wedding if...I found out my fiancé cheated on me.
27. The world could do without...crocodiles.
28. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than...that is too gross to answer, sorry.
29. Most recent thing I've bought myself...Yoplait yogurt.
30. Most recent thing someone else bought me...a 20 dollar gift card at Fred Meyers.
31. My favorite blonde is…my big sister, Victoria.
32. My favorite brunette is...Amber Dawn McDaniel Hill Connely.
33. My favorite redhead is...Tori Amos
34. My middle name is...Jean
35. This morning I...replanted all my house plants.
36. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are... Humans.
37. Once, at a bar...I tied a cherry stem with my tongue into a knot and got money for it.
38. Last night I was...sleeping.
39. There's this guy I know who...is hilarious, fickle, witty, and charming, but can also be a complete ass, but I like him anyways.
40. I don't know...a lot of things.
41. A better name for me would be...I can’t imagine me with a different name.
42. Tomorrow I am...redecorating and cleaning house…
43. My birthday is...May 21st
44. What I really want for Valentine's Day is...peace, hope, and love for everyone.
A Survey To Pass The Time
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
Nope
2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster?
I don’t know, I never paid attention.
3. When’s the last time you’ve been sledding?
A long, long time ago, when I went with Amber S. and we had so much fun. I think I was 16 or 17.
4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
Depends on my mood.
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
I have been known to be.
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
Probably, but it doesn’t matter now.
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
Angelina is a beautiful woman, and is caring. Jennifer is a good woman too. I like them both.
9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
I know some things, but no one, not even the politician know anything about politics.
10. Do you know how to play poker?
Nope
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Nope
12. What’s your favorite commercial?
The one where this mother is talking to her baby about a French fry and the baby smacks the mother in the head. I think it is a V8 commercial, it cracks me up every time.
13. Who was your first love?
Rick
14. If you’re driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light?
No, I never have done that.
15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
Yes, who doesn’t.
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
Baseball is baseball.
17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
Nope, but I want to someday.
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
I only remember the ones that I am meant to remember. I believe dreams can give you great wisdom.
19. What’s the one thing on your mind?
A lot of things, actually. How to best cultivate my relationships, keeping the old ones , rekindling some of them, and making new ones. Also career, schooling, etc. And my house plants, weight, gardening, and a whole slew of things.
20. Do you always wear your seat belt?
Yep
21. What talent do you wish you had?
To draw, paint, and fly and read minds.
22. Do you like Sushi?
Yes, some of it is good.
23. What do you wear to bed?
My pajamas.
24. Do you truly hate anyone?
No, hate is a hard word. I do dislike some people, but I don’t wish them harm in any way, they should do what they feel they need to do to be the best they can be. I just don’t have to like their actions or choices. Each person is different and they have the right to be who and how they are.
25. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
Lets see, George Clooney, John Stamos..
26. Do you know anyone in jail?
Not now, but in my past I have.
27. What food do you find disgusting?
hominy
28. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
Truthfully, yes, I have. I choke about them and their actions, I don’t say anything mean or horrible about them. I also do it in front of them too.
29. Have you ever been punched in the face?
Yes, it is not a good thing. I don’t recommend it to anyone.
30. Do you believe in angels and demons?
Yes, I do. I have seen my fair share and some of them are my friends and family members.
Nope
2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster?
I don’t know, I never paid attention.
3. When’s the last time you’ve been sledding?
A long, long time ago, when I went with Amber S. and we had so much fun. I think I was 16 or 17.
4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
Depends on my mood.
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
I have been known to be.
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
Probably, but it doesn’t matter now.
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
Angelina is a beautiful woman, and is caring. Jennifer is a good woman too. I like them both.
9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
I know some things, but no one, not even the politician know anything about politics.
10. Do you know how to play poker?
Nope
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Nope
12. What’s your favorite commercial?
The one where this mother is talking to her baby about a French fry and the baby smacks the mother in the head. I think it is a V8 commercial, it cracks me up every time.
13. Who was your first love?
Rick
14. If you’re driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light?
No, I never have done that.
15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
Yes, who doesn’t.
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
Baseball is baseball.
17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
Nope, but I want to someday.
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
I only remember the ones that I am meant to remember. I believe dreams can give you great wisdom.
19. What’s the one thing on your mind?
A lot of things, actually. How to best cultivate my relationships, keeping the old ones , rekindling some of them, and making new ones. Also career, schooling, etc. And my house plants, weight, gardening, and a whole slew of things.
20. Do you always wear your seat belt?
Yep
21. What talent do you wish you had?
To draw, paint, and fly and read minds.
22. Do you like Sushi?
Yes, some of it is good.
23. What do you wear to bed?
My pajamas.
24. Do you truly hate anyone?
No, hate is a hard word. I do dislike some people, but I don’t wish them harm in any way, they should do what they feel they need to do to be the best they can be. I just don’t have to like their actions or choices. Each person is different and they have the right to be who and how they are.
25. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
Lets see, George Clooney, John Stamos..
26. Do you know anyone in jail?
Not now, but in my past I have.
27. What food do you find disgusting?
hominy
28. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
Truthfully, yes, I have. I choke about them and their actions, I don’t say anything mean or horrible about them. I also do it in front of them too.
29. Have you ever been punched in the face?
Yes, it is not a good thing. I don’t recommend it to anyone.
30. Do you believe in angels and demons?
Yes, I do. I have seen my fair share and some of them are my friends and family members.
Autism
My good friend Amber has a little boy with Autism. It affects a lot of people, I am told. She deals with it and she found and shared this article with me. Her little boy is adorable, smart, and loveable and I hope that a cure is indeed going to happen, it would be an awesome blessing for her and the rest of her family. She has two great kids and it is a mighty job being the fabulous mom that she is. Here are her two kids and click on the title of the blog to read the article about a cure.
Finding My Way Back Home
I found this song on my myspace page, I feel that this is a devine inspiration made for me, nah, that is just my arrogance coming out. I have found inspiration in this song though. It is how I am feeling at this present moment. Taking my time, going donw the road that I must, with patience and vigilance. I now have the song and I can use it as inspiration when I have those dark moments in my life.
Finding My Way Back Home: By Lee Ann Womack.
I’ve been hurrying and I’ve been worrying
I’ve been running against the wind
I’ve been betting my soul on long shot road
That a good man never wins.
I’ve been tossing and I’ve been turning
I’ve been burning it at both ends
I’ve been seeing myself in the rearview mirror
And I don’t like where I’ve been.
So I’m taking my time
Holding and hoping and driving and dreaming and loving every minute of it just enjoying the road.
Slowly and soulfully feeling the wheels unwind, finding my way back home.
I’ve been tooling along the two lane.
I got off the interstate.
I’ve been going too fast.
I got off at the gas.
I’ve been learning the charm of the brake.
I’ve been rolling down all the windows.
And letting the world rush in.
The smell of the grass and the fields that I pass and the sun dance on my skin.
Finding My Way Back Home: By Lee Ann Womack.
I’ve been hurrying and I’ve been worrying
I’ve been running against the wind
I’ve been betting my soul on long shot road
That a good man never wins.
I’ve been tossing and I’ve been turning
I’ve been burning it at both ends
I’ve been seeing myself in the rearview mirror
And I don’t like where I’ve been.
So I’m taking my time
Holding and hoping and driving and dreaming and loving every minute of it just enjoying the road.
Slowly and soulfully feeling the wheels unwind, finding my way back home.
I’ve been tooling along the two lane.
I got off the interstate.
I’ve been going too fast.
I got off at the gas.
I’ve been learning the charm of the brake.
I’ve been rolling down all the windows.
And letting the world rush in.
The smell of the grass and the fields that I pass and the sun dance on my skin.
50 Things
50 Things About Me
50 random things about you
1. Where is your mom right now?
At home in Longview, probably sleeping... I hope feeling better...
2. last time you talked to your crush?
I don't have a crush...
3. Name five things you did today.
1. slept in
2. talked on the phone with my big sister
3. made plans with my sister in law Kris to go shopping.
4. Read Inner Gardening and got inspired for my patio garden.
5. Planted my Dahlia bulbs in pots and feed the birds and sqirrels.
4. what color is your watch?
I don't have one, I can't ever have one, I'm bummed. I kill them.
5. what kind of phone do you have?
I dont' know
7. Where does your best friend work?
she is a terrific mom to two fabulous boys.
8. What are you listening to right now?
myself typing
9. What do you smell like?
What kind of question is that?
10. what color are your eyes?
blue
11. Have you ever done a chinese fire drill?
no
12. What color are your bedroom walls?
whtie
13. Do you have a chair in your room?
no
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
no, I don't think so. I think Amber and Russ should be, Russ go buy Amber a big old diamond. LOL
16. What's your favorite number(s)?
don't have one
17. Do you know someone named Betsy?
no
18. What color is your mom's hair?
gray now, but it used to be brown.
19. What shape is the engagement ring you want to give/receive?
I don't know
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
yes
21. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope
23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yep
24. Do you play an instrument?
nope
25. Do you like fire?
when it can cook me food, light candles, keep me warm, and then the aftermath can give me ashes so I can use them in the garden,.
26. Are you allergic to anything?
I'm not sure
27. When was the last time you cried?
a few days ago.
29. Have you ever been to a spa?
no, but I want to. It would be fun to do that with my girlfriends.
30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
no
31. Do you like butterflies?
Yes, I do. they are so beautiful.
32. Do you miss someone right now?
a couple of people.
33.Do you think they miss u too?
probably not
34. Have you ever seen your school counselor?
I think I did, it has been so long since I've been in school.
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
no
38. Is anyone jealous of you?
no
9. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
Nope.
40. What does your mom call you?
Joy,Carri,Rob, Jamie.... Honey, sweetheart.
41. What do your friends call you?
Jam, Jammers, Hobble McWalker,
42.What does you hair look like right now?
messy, I just woke up.
43. Has a friend ever used you?
yes, unfortunately
44. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
yes
45. What have you eaten today?
nothing so far, I just woke up.
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight
straight
48. Who was the last person you drove with?
My sister Carri, Joanie, Julie, Nichole, Jeremy, and Levi.
49. What are you looking forward to?
March 12th, so I can finally have a few things behind me, the daffodils, tulips, and crocus that I planted. Getting more plants for my patio garden, and maybe some more house plants and getting a kitty, or a fish or maybe both. Oh and going back to school and finally reachiing my goal of 150 pounds next year... LOL
50.How are you today?
Right now, It is great.
50 random things about you
1. Where is your mom right now?
At home in Longview, probably sleeping... I hope feeling better...
2. last time you talked to your crush?
I don't have a crush...
3. Name five things you did today.
1. slept in
2. talked on the phone with my big sister
3. made plans with my sister in law Kris to go shopping.
4. Read Inner Gardening and got inspired for my patio garden.
5. Planted my Dahlia bulbs in pots and feed the birds and sqirrels.
4. what color is your watch?
I don't have one, I can't ever have one, I'm bummed. I kill them.
5. what kind of phone do you have?
I dont' know
7. Where does your best friend work?
she is a terrific mom to two fabulous boys.
8. What are you listening to right now?
myself typing
9. What do you smell like?
What kind of question is that?
10. what color are your eyes?
blue
11. Have you ever done a chinese fire drill?
no
12. What color are your bedroom walls?
whtie
13. Do you have a chair in your room?
no
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
no, I don't think so. I think Amber and Russ should be, Russ go buy Amber a big old diamond. LOL
16. What's your favorite number(s)?
don't have one
17. Do you know someone named Betsy?
no
18. What color is your mom's hair?
gray now, but it used to be brown.
19. What shape is the engagement ring you want to give/receive?
I don't know
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
yes
21. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope
23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yep
24. Do you play an instrument?
nope
25. Do you like fire?
when it can cook me food, light candles, keep me warm, and then the aftermath can give me ashes so I can use them in the garden,.
26. Are you allergic to anything?
I'm not sure
27. When was the last time you cried?
a few days ago.
29. Have you ever been to a spa?
no, but I want to. It would be fun to do that with my girlfriends.
30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
no
31. Do you like butterflies?
Yes, I do. they are so beautiful.
32. Do you miss someone right now?
a couple of people.
33.Do you think they miss u too?
probably not
34. Have you ever seen your school counselor?
I think I did, it has been so long since I've been in school.
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
no
38. Is anyone jealous of you?
no
9. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
Nope.
40. What does your mom call you?
Joy,Carri,Rob, Jamie.... Honey, sweetheart.
41. What do your friends call you?
Jam, Jammers, Hobble McWalker,
42.What does you hair look like right now?
messy, I just woke up.
43. Has a friend ever used you?
yes, unfortunately
44. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
yes
45. What have you eaten today?
nothing so far, I just woke up.
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight
straight
48. Who was the last person you drove with?
My sister Carri, Joanie, Julie, Nichole, Jeremy, and Levi.
49. What are you looking forward to?
March 12th, so I can finally have a few things behind me, the daffodils, tulips, and crocus that I planted. Getting more plants for my patio garden, and maybe some more house plants and getting a kitty, or a fish or maybe both. Oh and going back to school and finally reachiing my goal of 150 pounds next year... LOL
50.How are you today?
Right now, It is great.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Thrills
This one is more correct, I do need an adventure, I need one now...
You Are Adventurous... Sometimes |
 You like an adrenaline rush as much as the next person. You like your thrills in small doses. You're generally pretty calm and level headed. But sometimes you have to go wild and have a crazy adventure. |
Blue Brain
I thought I'd do something fun...
This is my ideal self.
This is my ideal self.
Your Brain is Blue |
 Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life. |
Abomination, No More!
“We must cultivate our own gardens” Voltaire Candid (1759)
This quote jumped out at me, like a deer starring at you, while standing in the middle of the road, the stubborn beast won’t budge and let you move on down the road. I have been in a whirlwind of doubts, self destructive abuse, negative actions and thoughts recently, because hey, you learn what you are taught, right? The people who really know me know my past and what my road looked like from before and what I am going through now to change my destination and how I perceive myself and others around me. I put error signs up in my mind all the time, but sometimes I let myself down with the negative shit that seems to pop up out of nowhere. Especially, yesterday, while talking to one of my big sisters, she listened to me whining and I got told you just ruined my happy day. Well, truthfully the sun was out and it was a glorious day, I was sitting at home gloomy because of a certain event that happened to me 3 years ago today and all the negative shit that I still have to put up with his family. Who got the things they wanted out of our house and now they want more, so I have to stand up and fight for myself and what I deserve. Hey, I spent 11 years taking care of him, doing the best that I can do with a man who is so stubborn and who thought he knew everything and bending to his will, so he won’t be unhappy… That was hard work, it nearly killed me, and I am still reaping the benefits from that lousy choice that I made when I was 20 years old. Let me tell the 20 year olds out there, you don’t know everything and the decisions and the choices you make will inevitably bite you in the ass. Believe me, I’ve been bitten a few times. I don’t’ want to be the negative, vindictive, self abuser, that I am inevitably becoming, so I need to reroute the wheel, so to speak. If I am miserable, then the people who I know love and care about me are miserable watching me becoming miserable. I’m going to end up, like Rick, no family, or friends who truly want to be around you, because you are too cement headed to realize the good things and be the good person you know you are. So this is my last bitchy, whiny, and angry blog about my life. I’m tired of it.
I’m hoping that March 12th will be a good thing for me and for the obstacle that is in my way, that we both will benefit and be happy with what happens. I’m hoping to get some of the things that needs to get done in my life done. I hope to be the happy, go lucky woman that I know I am. I hope to stay focus on the path that I am meant to be following. I want the people who are my family and friends to be happy and loved too. And I even wish that on my enemies.
My fears on this new journey is, I don’t want to be a selfish person, not being able to help my fellow man when in need, either. See balance is the key to everything, I believe this with my whole heart. The key, I guess, is in finding that balance for me. Every individual has their own balance and I just have to find mine.
This quote jumped out at me, like a deer starring at you, while standing in the middle of the road, the stubborn beast won’t budge and let you move on down the road. I have been in a whirlwind of doubts, self destructive abuse, negative actions and thoughts recently, because hey, you learn what you are taught, right? The people who really know me know my past and what my road looked like from before and what I am going through now to change my destination and how I perceive myself and others around me. I put error signs up in my mind all the time, but sometimes I let myself down with the negative shit that seems to pop up out of nowhere. Especially, yesterday, while talking to one of my big sisters, she listened to me whining and I got told you just ruined my happy day. Well, truthfully the sun was out and it was a glorious day, I was sitting at home gloomy because of a certain event that happened to me 3 years ago today and all the negative shit that I still have to put up with his family. Who got the things they wanted out of our house and now they want more, so I have to stand up and fight for myself and what I deserve. Hey, I spent 11 years taking care of him, doing the best that I can do with a man who is so stubborn and who thought he knew everything and bending to his will, so he won’t be unhappy… That was hard work, it nearly killed me, and I am still reaping the benefits from that lousy choice that I made when I was 20 years old. Let me tell the 20 year olds out there, you don’t know everything and the decisions and the choices you make will inevitably bite you in the ass. Believe me, I’ve been bitten a few times. I don’t’ want to be the negative, vindictive, self abuser, that I am inevitably becoming, so I need to reroute the wheel, so to speak. If I am miserable, then the people who I know love and care about me are miserable watching me becoming miserable. I’m going to end up, like Rick, no family, or friends who truly want to be around you, because you are too cement headed to realize the good things and be the good person you know you are. So this is my last bitchy, whiny, and angry blog about my life. I’m tired of it.
I’m hoping that March 12th will be a good thing for me and for the obstacle that is in my way, that we both will benefit and be happy with what happens. I’m hoping to get some of the things that needs to get done in my life done. I hope to be the happy, go lucky woman that I know I am. I hope to stay focus on the path that I am meant to be following. I want the people who are my family and friends to be happy and loved too. And I even wish that on my enemies.
My fears on this new journey is, I don’t want to be a selfish person, not being able to help my fellow man when in need, either. See balance is the key to everything, I believe this with my whole heart. The key, I guess, is in finding that balance for me. Every individual has their own balance and I just have to find mine.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Time To Change Is Approaching
I have been thinking about a lot of things lately, because a major anniversary of an event that happened 3 years ago is coming up again. I hate this time of year, no it is not Valentine’s day, it is a death of someone that was once important and dear to me. The only difference this year is that I’m tired of the remembrance, dwelling, and opening myself up to the negative feelings, emotions, and deeds of this person in my life. The negative things that he did to his family and his friends made him a lonely, self destructive person, and I find myself becoming that way. I can see this, I want to change this, I have been accused from a long time friend that I don’t follow through on my plans. I let things stand in my way, like, self doubt, negative feelings, confusion, and a certain somebody, who in reality doesn’t want to be in my way at all. In fact, the people who are in my life want me to become the Jamie that I know and they know I can be. As the time is approaching, a lot of things are becoming more in perspective, my dream, my passion, my hope, my fears, my challenges, my faults, and mostly my problems that I need to focus on, instead of helping and focusing on others. I am not accusing or blaming anyone, it is my decision and my choice that I have made. It is just time to take the bull by the balls, so to speak and accomplish what is I am suppose to and do what I want to do, despite the anger that I am instilling in my older, and much loved big sister. My family and friends I believe and hope will support me no matter what I do. I don’t have many friends or family that I can count on, but I do have a few.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Friday, February 02, 2007
Somebody To Be
Rob Thomas’ CD “Somebody To Be” is awesome. I love all the songs on it. I felt nurtured while listening to it tonight. My sister Vickie sent it to me, because it is rare to find a CD that you love all the songs from, at least for it is.
This song is one of my favorites and it is called “This Is How A Heart Breaks.”
Don't you wanna go for a ride
Just keep your hands inside
And make the most out of life
Now don't you take it for granted
Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded
And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take
This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks
Don't you wanna go for a ride
Down to the other side
Feels so good you could cry
Now won't you do what I told you
I remember when you used to be shy
Yeah, once we were so fine
You and I why you gotta make it so hard on me
And I'm sorry but it's not a mistake
And I'm running but you're getting away
You're not the best thing that I knew
Never was never cared too much
For all this hanging around
It's just the same thing all the time
Never get what I want
Never get too close to the end of the line
You're just the same thing that I knew back before the time
When I was only for you
This song is one of my favorites and it is called “This Is How A Heart Breaks.”
Don't you wanna go for a ride
Just keep your hands inside
And make the most out of life
Now don't you take it for granted
Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded
And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take
This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks
Don't you wanna go for a ride
Down to the other side
Feels so good you could cry
Now won't you do what I told you
I remember when you used to be shy
Yeah, once we were so fine
You and I why you gotta make it so hard on me
And I'm sorry but it's not a mistake
And I'm running but you're getting away
You're not the best thing that I knew
Never was never cared too much
For all this hanging around
It's just the same thing all the time
Never get what I want
Never get too close to the end of the line
You're just the same thing that I knew back before the time
When I was only for you
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